We REALLY love the podium!

Its 1st Jan, 2oo7.

Happy New Year


everyone!

I'd like to wish y'all a healthy and properous new year.



Goodbye childhood, hello SPM.

XOXO

The fireworks were beautiful.
And once again, I wish you were there to watch it with me.
When I called for you it wasn't to ask you a favour,
it was so that I could feel that you were somewhat with me.. if not physically,
then at the very least, spiritually.
But this year.. you were not with me at all.
I don't blame you.






"Aiyo.. watching fireworks is like watching someone burn an RM200 note! In fact I think that would be more entertaining."

Gay earthquake

One morning I qoke up and said to myself, "Owhkay. I shall update my blog today, sicne I've got absolutely nothing to do."
Then I went straight to my desktop , turned on the monitor and typed www.photobucket.com.
I waited for what seemed like 7658723648923 hours (but in actual was only less than 5 minutes) and the page had still not yet appeared.
I was beginning to get real pissed.
I am very easily annoyed, as some of you already know.
I tried, and I tried. But I could not.

So I thought screw it la, I shall go get something to eat first.
Afterthat I came back up, and tried again.
Still nothing.
I went to watch an episode of Grey's Anatomy, and then tried again.
Still nothing.

Finally I heard from Jade that there was an earthquake in Taiwan which is affecting the WWW lines, and so most international websites will not be accessible for the next few weeks,
until they fix it.

So... not much pictures til then. I like my pictures big-assed, and if they can't be big-assed,
there will be none at all.

We love the Podium!

Merry Christmas



everyone!





p/s: Pictures will be up soon. Movie-baseball post and also pictures from our Christmas Eve celebrations last night.





p/p/s:

Quite very true.
And don't drink too much than you can handle.
Don't wanna be walking around puking your guts out and then forcing yourself to puke eventhough there's nothing more to puke out and then having your friends to haul you down the stairs and taking you home in a cab. You get what I mean.
Yes, hello Jee Sern if you're reading this. I hope you survived last night, my friend.







"Ching, we danced on the podium last night."
"Yes, Jade, we did."
"OMG we danced on the podium last night omg. Omg!"

Grrrrrrrrr!

I am feeling SO annoyed right now.



I needed to go to 1U to get my mascara from Jusco cos I have 50bucks Jusco vouchers so I had to get my mascara from Jusco and nowhere else and I called all my normal buddies to ask if they could come to 1U with me to get my mascara and maybe just hang out for awhile like go at 12pm and come back at 4pm but everyone couldn't go I asked Machi and she said "you know I can't go out on Sundays" so I was like owhkay nevermind then and then I asked PikYie and she said she couldn't either I should've asked Dina but I just figured that she'd be busy or something damn I should've asked her I asked Jade but she said she'd be in Malacca and was only coming back at around 4 something then I was gonna ask Eugeney but I don't think he'd wanna so yeah and then like at 1:30pm Machi msges me on MSN saying that she was going to 1U and I was like wtf I mean you said you couldn't go out on Sundays and now you're going to 1U to meet Jilian but I guess its cos your mum suddenly wanted to go to 1U and you just tagged along and decided to tell Jilian to meet you there instead of calling me you did msg me on MSN yeah but you know I'm not always infront of the com you could've had the heart to have called me or something but nevermind I guess its just my luck to have lost my bloody mascara and also my bad luck to have such a .. nevermind anyway this isn't all about the mascara I'm just feeling a bit pissed and helluva annoyed because I feel as if I'm being ditched so yeah owh wait how did my ramblings get sidetracked to Machi ditching me must be because I'm about to pull out the hair from my head if I don't type this out somewhere I was gonna type out all this shit in my other blog but I guessed what the heck why backstab my bestfriend I'll just post it up on my public blog uhuh so yeah and I'm gonna go pack my stuff now its gonna be a long night so byebye.






Owh yeah.
Can anyone borrow me their mascara? :(



p/s: Merry Christmas everyone! :):) Go get drunk.

I know you're gonna like it.

When I was seven, I was standard 1. (haha like duh)
On the third day of my primary school life,
I decided to play catching with some of my little friends.
If I'm not wrong those friends were Su Lyn, Pui Yean, Edwina and another two girls I think.
But I clearly remembered the other three there at that time.

Before I had left for school (SKDJ 1) that day,
My babysitter, Mama Nancy gave me a bottle of barley to take to school with me.
I was so thrilled I kept holding on to the small bottle of barley. (I was seven laaa.)

We started our game of catching with the usual 'Who's shoe is the dirty shoe',
and then we all started running.
I don't remember who was the 'catcher' at the time.

I ran while holding on to my little bottle of barley,
excitedly I ran around the poles hoping she wouldn't catch me. (the poles were our 'houses' where the catcher couldn't get us, and also a place for us to rest after running around)

I turned around and I saw her running towards me.
I quickly turned and headed for my 'house'.
As I was in the midst of running,
I suddenly felt myself falling.
The thoughts going through my head were, "daddy's gonna scold me I hope they don't call my parents." (I used to fall down a lot during ages 6 to 10 and my dad would screw me everytime I did =.=)

I don't really remember what happened afterthat,
but Im supposing that after hitting the ground, I slided at quite a fast speed (due to the running)
and my mouth hit one of the poles.
I don't remember how the pain was like, or if there was even any pain at all.
What I do remember was that I saw something like half of one of my front tooth in the sand through the tears blurring my eyes.

My other friends crowded around me as I lay on the floor,
but none tried to help me up.
They just looked down upon me with curious eyes.
I felt so helpless.

And then this elder girl, I still remember her name was Michelle Yap, hoisted me up and brought me to the office with the help of one of her friends.
The discipline teacher at that time was Pn. Tai.
She washed my bloody gums for me, and when I looked myself in the small mirror,
the whole of my right front tooth was gone.

At the age of 7, most of my milk teeth had already dropped off and my two front teeth were already permanent ones.
My tears kept rolling down my cheeks.
Not in pain, but in fear.
In fear of what my Daddy and Mummy would say.
I knew my Daddy was going to scold me.

My Dad came and took me to the dentist.
I was too afraid to look at his face, because I knew he'd be angry.
Then he held out his hand to me, and I took it.
We walked out of the classroom and to the carpark together.
I caught a glimpse of his expression as he was driving,
and noted that he didn't look the least bit crossed.
He was wearing another weird expression which I couldn't comprehend at the time,
but now I know that that expression was one of worry.

After some X-Rays, and wound cleanings,
the dentist said that half of my front tooth was broken in half,
and the other half had been hammered back into my gum, crushing all the roots.
My tooth was dead.

Afterthat, we waited two years for it to come back out,
and then my dentist put a cap over it to make it look like a normal tooth.
Its grown brown over the years, due to the (I don't know the word for it) used to keep the cap from collecting dirt and rotting.
The dentist then told me that I'd have to wait til I was 13 or 14 to have it crowned.
That seemed like such a long wait to a little 9 year old.

Well, my appointment is at 2.30pm, and Im finally gonna get this baby fixed.
No more ugly front teeth for me! :D

I am a whiner.

Edit.
21nd Dec, 10:34pm.


Top Ten Things I Want for Christmas (updated version) :



10. Lipgloss in sheer glittery pink from Red Earth
9. Waterproof liquid eyeliner in black from Shisheido
8. A baby Shih Tzu A new blusher in glittery orangey-pink from Body Shop (Mine bloody broke! And not just that, it left a mess all over my comforter! Sigh.) My baby Shih Tzu can wait 'til I move out of the country.
7. A brand spanking new Nikon DSLR with macro lenses
6. Diamond G Banana Guess bag
5. Pencil eyeliner in black from Shu Uemura
4. A new bikini (one that can cover my boobs properly and has paddings)
3. A pair of super super low waist bootcuts from Levi's
2. .. to lose weight
1. A new w710i (preferably a w850i, but I won't ask for that much) or RM300 as subsidy for me to buy the phone.




Ah. This list is more of a "Things That I'm Gonna Buy With My Pay Cheque" than a
"Top Ten Things I Want for Christmas" cos I'm gonna get the most of it myself, like the eyeliner and the lipgloss.
Except the really absurd ones la, like number 7 (Nikon DSLR with macro lenses) and number 6 (Diamond G Banana Guess Bag) and number 3 (A pair of super super low waist boot cuts from Levi's. I know its only RM 203, but I can't even spare that amount!) lastly number 2 ( ..to lose weight. I have never lost weight in my life lar! What makes me think I'll start to after Christmas? =.= )
The rest that aren't mentioned are just stuff that I've wanted but never had the extra cash to buy,
so those items will just remain there until I actually buy them..
or if I ever do hahaha.
Money is constantly a factor.



So yeah.
Well what I'm trying to say is, life sucks.
I hate wanting to buy things.


Really. :(

***

My phone died on me, and I've not an extra phone.


Fab, just fab.


I'll only be borrowing one from Machi this Thursday if all goes well.
SIGH. And the worse thing is I haven't gotten enough money for a new one yet!
As in, for the one I want la.
Probably only gonna get it after CNY or if I'm lucky, before CNY.
I'm never lucky, so after CNY it is then.
Til then I'll just use other's extra phones.

Owh yeah, Caryn, if you're reading this, do you have an extra Sony Ericsson charger?
If you do please let me know, thanks. :)

I'm afraid to tell my parents I sort of spoilt my phone.
I mean, it dropped lah.
Fell to the floor... I thought it was nothing (cos I've dropped it countless times and it still worked!)
I guess it had enough of me mistreating it. =/

Well, if you need me, call my house.
If I don't pick up, or I aint in, call Jade or Machi or Eugeney.
I should be with one of them.

My phone is like one of my organs,
I can't function well or go about my daily activities properly without it..
Being without it makes me feel insecure, too. :(

I am so bored I could die.
I actually have some pictures to post up about my working experience with Disney..
but I'm so lazy. Haha.

Jebat just flew to Japan, like a few hours ago.
May and Grace left last Saturday.
Sigh.. I should be there toooooo...... :(

Christmas is coming. I need some sort of a change..
Its been the same every year.
I'll go over to Sabrina's on Boxing Day,
and we'll have her mum's absolutely delicious pies and turkey.
Then probably go yumcha afterthat... the same usual shit.
Not that I don't like it though, I do.
Especially the pies. :)

2oo7 is just around the corner.
Its gonna be a long year.. SPM and all.
I can't believe another year just flew past me.
I have achieved nothing this year, only scraping through for my exams,
and letting down my parents... sigh.
I wish I were still form 3. I don't wanna face reality so soon.

I need to lose weight.
I've been eating and eating and eating.. and eating.
My stomach is so huge now I look 5 months pregnant.
My arms are so flabby and my shoulders are getting bulkier.
My thighs... lets not talk about my thighs.

Owhkaayy. Lets talk about something happier.
Well, since Christmas is coming.. I'll write out my wishlist now.
My Top Ten Things I Want for Christmas:



10. Lipgloss in sheer glittery pink from Red Earth
9. Waterproof liquid eyeliner in black from Shisheido
8. A baby Shih Tzu
7. A brand spanking new Nikon DSLR with macro lenses
6. Diamond G Banana Guess bag
5. Pencil eyeliner in black from Shu Uemura
4. A new bikini (one that can cover my boobs properly and has paddings)
3. .. to lose weight
2. .. to lose weight
1. A new w710i (preferably a w850i, but I won't ask for that much) or RM300 as subsidy for me to buy the phone.



Yeah. But I've been a naughty girl this year, so I won't expect Santa to get me anything.
It was fun thinking about what I want and writing them down though.
But its not fun anymore, cos I know Santa don't give naughty girls presents haha.



:(



... I am still bored. I've no idea what to do.
I had a 2 hour nap starting at 6pm just now,
and I am currently feeling wide awake.
I've got no anime to watch either.




Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalala~






Lululululululululululululululululu?






Lololololololololololololololololoooooo.








Lililililililililililililililililililililililili!









Someone please end my misery.

I never thought it'd end this way.

I wish I could remain feeling-less.
I hate it when emotion clouds my judgement, as it always does.

Its my last day of work, and I don't know whether I am happy or sad.
I am glad that my days won't have to be spent working anymore,
and that I can start going out Jade and Eugeney and others again.
Or before Eugeney goes back to Singapore. :(

My workmates had a karaoke outing yesterday; they looked like they had so much fun!
The only fun I had last night was the unlimited Japanese food. (Unlimited sashimi babbeeyyy!)
But yeah. That was it. I ended up playing with Joshua the entire night.
He's four.

Before I go,










I love my Mummy. :)

I don't know what time it is

Work's been tiring, and having Addmaths tuition in the morning before work doesn't make things any better.
At least work isn't all a bore, its pretty fun in a way.
But that doesn't mean that I'm not glad to be stopping work this Sunday.
Omg I SO can't wait.

Had a girlie outing with Dina and Jade about a week ago,
then Jade went off the UK with her family.

Pictures! Super huge-ass pictures!






Jade putting on lipgloss










I love Jade. :)




We went to Bakerzin to have their deserts.
They were absolutely HEAVENLY.
I freeloaded of Dina and Jade heh.
Thanks darlings.






Lemon Meringue.






I don't remember what this is called.






I love Dina, too. :)






Manalah you, Wong? :(




After trying on clothes at 1728298129083023587236 boutiques,
we went to Ms. Read cafe to sit and chat and again, eat their deserts.













Wei Kit came with Boon.
It was Boon's birthday that day.
Happy Birthday, Boonie.





Heh not a very good picture. But yeah.










The many (quite stupid) faces of Dina and Jade.
Hahahahahaha. :D



I went the whole day thinking that I had only 6 bucks in my purse.
And suddenly I found a fifty note hidden somewhewre in my receipts.
=.=


My favourite shots of the day:














K sleepy time.
Eih no, Differentiation first. Knn...

Slimy.

My dear friend Slimy says that my posts are getting less and less interesting.
I guess thats true seeing as hardly anyone posts in my cbox, not to mention comments.

Am I THAT boring? :(


Owh well.

I like money. $$$

K. I'm just gonna post up Grace's party pictures- without much words.
I'm helluva tired from work.
Its 1 down, 7 more days to go.
The money better be worth it.

So yeah, we celebrated Grace's birthday last Monday at Jesse's parent's apartment in Kelana Mahkota.
There was a story about a little girl who got stuck somewhere in the swimming pool and passed away in the newspapers quite recently if Im not wrong.
But that didn't stop Jesse, Siang and I from getting into the pool anyway.
But may that little girl rest in peace.

Birthday Girl

Birthday Girl

Our birthday girl turned sixteen on the 4th of December.

Jesse's apartment.
Click to enlarge.

The apartment was pretty spacious, with airconds and beds in every room.


Jane and a few others came a little earlier to finish up the preparations.



Jane, Wei Jing and a few other people made a "happy Birthday" banner.
It was more like they cut out the letters using stereofoam and painted them and put in a fishing string to hold up all the letters.
They also decorated it with christmas lights!
It was really heavy, though, and the fishing string couldn't take the weight and broke like, 3 times.
Jane was a little exasperated.
But in the end it still held out throughout the night. :)






Since Grace likes Chocolate fondue,
we rented a chocolate fondue machine for her!



We had a pretty tough time setting it up, as we had no cutlery or any idea how to.
Haha. But it turned out alright anywaaayyy. :D

The view form the balcony.

Click to enlarge.

Jane got injured from decorating the condo.

An then the Birthday Girl arrived..

We welcomed her from the doorway with her birthday cake and a birthday song.

Then it was opening-presents time.

Click to enlarge.

Yu Szen was really sweet, wasn't he, Grace? Hehe :D

Click to enlarge.

We had a potluck that night, where everyone was suppose to bring an item of food to share with everyone else.
We had people bringing sausages, mashed potatoes, potato salads, pineapples, watermelons, nuggets and even INDO MEE. (hahahahaha Yien Yien!)
But I have to say that the lamb Dillion brought was absolutely scrumptuous.
All in all the food was pretty good that night.

Beer.

The Beer Boys.

Me and a whole load of other people.
Click to enlarge.

Do you see the "jane" written on the cupcake? :D

The couple.

Random shots.

Yu Szen's card (made with lots of love) for Grace. :)

Everyone say it with me now, "Awwwwww...."

Jojo Chen!
I LOVE her top.

More random shots.

Wei Kit looks damn freaky.

And there Dina is again haha.

During that very night, my favourite couple got back together.
And they did it right infront of us! (got back together lah, not make out or anything)


I give you, MayMay and Siang. :)




And yeah, that pretty much concludes that night and this post.
I accidentally deleted my Adobe Photoshop, so I wasn't able to resize my pictures nicely and upload them to photobucket and post them up here nice and large for your viewing.
So in the end I had to just upload them using blogger.
So just click to enlarge every picture, if you'd like.

K. Shower time.


Owh yeah, I like money. $$$$$$

Yeah, because..

Its gonna be a tiring and stressful 9 days.
I'll be starting work tomorrow at The Oval, 1Utama.
There's a Disney thing going on, and Im one of the GRO's.

No, I am not working as a bar girl/protitute or whatever else you think of when you read the word GRO.
I'm working from 1 to 7 something, so do visit me if you're in 1U.
I'll be working with Machi, Jillian and some others.

I've got AddMaths tuition at Terry's every morning from 10pm to 12 and then straight to 1U for work.
Its gonna be helluva tiring..

Initially I was thinking of only working during November,
so I could fully concentrate on AddMaths during December.
But the materialistic side of me overcame the better part of my judgement and I decided that working a little more wouldn't hurt seeing as I have so many things I wanna buy...
and Christmas and NYE is coming too.
Can't go partying without money now, can I?

And there I go again, finding reasons to justify my constant lack of judgement.
Well, there's no turning back now.
My head's already in the water, and its a little late to pull myself back up.

I really shouldn't be blogging now.
I've got so many pages of sums on Quad Functions to complete...



Sigh.
Owh yeah, Grace's party pictures..
I'll post them up if I can find the time.
If you really want the pictures, keep nudging me on MSN (like what Yu Szen did haha)
Or email me and I'll attach them to my reply and send them to you.
Or, just ask Jesse.



Owhkay, toodles for now. :)

Again.

Today has been long.
AddMath tuition, Jade's house for my specs, coffeeshop near William's for food,
bookshop to get my school books,The Curve to watch Casino Royale again..

Lost the movie tickets. He did.

Bought them again.

I spilled popcorn on the lady beside me by accident. (I SWEAR! She was bitchy lah, but it was an accident!)

Wanted to go yumcha.. but decided against it since my daddy isn't very happy.

Had to lie about who's sending me home, again.

I wish I didn't have to. Really.



Long day.. long, long day.
Not the longest, but still, long.

Pictures on Grace's party soon. If you can't wait, ask them from Jesse.

Just like oil on my hands..

Time is flying pretty quickly.
One more month before the hols end, and its back to reality.
Heck, I had to force myself to come back to reality a month earlier.
I haven't touched my books in about 2 months, ever since my F4 finals.

And fab, just fab. My mum just cut my fringe really short.
I look like a fat, and now ugly school girl.

I decided to open my addmaths file just now,
seeing as Terry's hardcore AddMaths tuition is starting tomorrow.
I looked at the sums.. and I felt the familiar sense of panic rising in my chest.

I couldn't seem to remember how to do anything.

Nope, nothing. Not a single sum. Nada.

I am done for. Not only do I look even uglier with my gay fringe,
now I don't remember how to do AddMaths.

Fab, just fab.

Why do I never learn? The last time I let her cut my fringe she did the same thing.
Gah.

In exactly a month I'll have to go back to school,
and shit starts from there.
This year, I discovered that I am good at NOTHING besides bumming around and eating.
Owh yeah, not forgetting my tongue which keeps slipping out things which should not be said,
or are better left unsaid.

I should have went to Jade's house today or something,
that way I wouldn't have allowed my mum to trim my fringe and I wouldn't discover (so quickly) that I'd forgotten completely how to do addmaths.

SIGH.

And I have just ran out of things to say.
I should quit wasting my time.. I have wasted about 2 months already.
Its time I got my life back on track.
Haha yeah.. easier said than done. But I'm definitely gonna do what it takes.
I've such high goals.. and somehow, I know I am just going to dissapoint myself.
But I've already plunged in the water.
I've no other choice but to keep swimming.



And this year.. I've not yet let go of you.

Just like a star

Jade Tam.











Weeeee.

Say It Right.

It is currently 5:28am, and I can't sleep.
Gah. Decided to sleep at 12:30am this time, since I had nothing to do,
and look what happened. Insomnia. =.=

The last time I was up at this God awful hour was when I had to last minute study and pray not to fail my subjects.
I SO don't miss those times.

And Lips of an Angle by Hinder's playing on the radio right now, again.
I never fail to hear this song everytime I turn on the radio. =.=
I don't particularly like this song. Don't like the guy's voice.
Heh.

Sooooo... since I've got nothing to do now, I shall blog about my wife's(Caryn) birthday dinner.

Ah great. Just great. I forgot to upload the pictures to photobucket.
Owh well, since I have so much time..

K. So Ima type some shit just to keep myself moving.
I don't know why, but I feel so.. hyperactive.
I am sure I didn't take any coffee or any caffeine for that matter.

Eiiiihhh uploading pictures at 5 something in the morning is super FAST!
I always upload 5 at a time, and normally it takes about 5 to 6, sometimes 8 minutes.
But just now it only took 2minutes!
Haha yeah owhkay.

So yes, Caryn's birthday dinner @ TGIF.





OWH YEAH! Before anything else, JADE WILL BE HOME TODAY!


K.






Those were Caryn's expressions when opening her presents.
Ashley and some others bought her her usual favourite things (and also a few more mature things =P ) and packed them all into a box: a teddy bear in a box filled with sweets and chocolates. And right at the surface when you first open the box were two pairs of thongs. :D

Well, we all thought that she'd be really touched (and like, cry of something) haha but she didn't.
She was touched lah, but she didn't cry.. yet.

And then she opened the present Stephie got for her,
and this time, she started to cry.

Steph bought her Rain's latest album, which (I think) came with a huge-ass poster of him.

Yeah, didn't know she loved Rain that much.
Its almost as much as I love Jay Chou. =P


So yeah, moving on.
Dinner that night costed me a bomb. (I am broke lah, anything that requires money now to me is a bomb; whether little or a lot. =.=)
Sigh. I wonder what happened to the time when we use to just enjoy each other's company during birthday parties and not splash on shit ass expensive food.
But the food was good lah, as usual. =P







I was too lazy to bother about the pictures turning out nice,
as long as they're not that blur, I just couldn't care less.
The lighting was difficult to manipulate, and I don't know how to control my shutter.
So screw it lah, I thought.

Bloody $#@%$#^%$*&^*&^%$#%$# Akon's on the radio AGAIN. Ugh, I hate Akon.

Actually, what really killed me that night was my lack of self discpline.
I couldn't resist ordering my usual Long Island Tea.. and that itself costed more than my meal.
And to top it all off, I didn't heed the old saying (more like great advice) about never downing alcohol on an empty stomach.
And I did the exact opposite. =.=
So during desert, I had a huge urge to go puke out everything I just ate.
But thankfully, thankfully I did not.
Heh.

Long Island Tea.

Couldn't seem to get a nice picture of it.
Ashley and Steph invited most of Caryn's close friends, and classmates.
They're a pretty funny bunch.






Ms. Wong wanted take pictures that night, so I obliged her
Here you go, Steph. :D






Hahaha there was one picture where we look like we were pointing into space.
When actually for that pose, Steph said, "Eih point at a hot guy!" and then she pointed to Dinesh. Hahahaha.

The last pose was one that Caryn asked us to do.
Haha actually we couldn't think of anymore poses so I asked Caryn what kind of pose she wanted us to do. And she came up with that haha.
Steph looks so adorable, crossed eyed. *pinnccchhh*

Cheang Ee was working at TGIF when we had our dinner there,
but I don't know whether he still is now.
He gave us free deserts. HEHE. :D:D:D






Mmmm I don't know whether he's still working there or not, though.
Owh yeah I said that already. =.=

Then it came to the birthday cake blowing session,
the TGIF crew did they're usual thing, singing and making caryn blow her candles from afar haha.






Heh yeah I know you can't see much from that picture pile,
but I was too lazy to re-edit it.






Owh yeaaah, En Tzer and some others bought her a stuffed monkey!

I love my lao puo! :D

Owh yeah! (again)
On a totally unrelated note, its Britney Spear's birthday today!
She's turning 24, I think. (or was it 25?)
So er, everyone wish her happy birthday!

Yeah owhkay.
Moving on.

The many faces of Magdalene Koong.

In the first picture, I said to Mag and Caryn, "Squeeze in!"
Like you know, to tell them to squeeze in for the photo.
But my darling Caryn did that instead. *shakes head* Hahaha.

***

Ah owhkay.
I have finished posting about Caryn's birthday dinner and it is only 6:14am.
I have only killed about less than an hour..
Mmm what to do now.

I feel like eating..















Omg no.