Saturday, November 28, 2009

Imagine all the people, sharing all the way

So my period has been coming frequently and I was really freaked out the morning two days ago when I woke up and found blood on my panties because I thought my period had just come like 2 weeks ago??? But apparently not after properly recalling it has already been 28 days so yes my period is just on time which means TIME IS PASSING SO GODDAMNED FAST but it's good in a way now it's only 6 months and one week until the day I will hold my Aiman again and fall asleep in my mother's lap and annoy and fight with my dad and eat yummy cheap food and watch movies with my Aiman so yay for time passing quickly wooooo!

Today I went to Camden market with Jon and Wei Kit and Jasmine and May Ee and we walked around looking at things I wanted to buy this cute warm woolen beanie but I didn't because it was £10 and I couldn't bear to spend £10 so I didn't buy it and then on the way to dinner I dropped the £10 =.= fuck me laaaa should've just bought the bloody thing AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH dkaldksdlkj;AKD;LEKPOWTLSKVML [;lk;sljpojaelksdl pissed at myself and life and then we were supposed to go to the fair in Hyde Park it's call Winter Wonderland but it fucking started RAINING and I practically walked under the rain to get to places and tube stations mahai EVEN MORE pissed at myself because I decided to wear my coat which didn't have a hood that could shield me a little from the rain and EVEN MORE pissed with life for being so shitty and no one has called me back about the job applications DIU knnccbaswdjklasdjklasdjklasdjkl BAH.


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They looked so cute huddled together on the steps


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Failed picture. Just shows how long I have not went out and had an outing worthy of picture-taking.


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Little boy :)


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HA! I still got it in meeeee


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Do you see two couples?

Hint: There's one on the bed.


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Jon so henskem ^^


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For you, Babykins. I miss you.






Right so Im going to go sleep now and pray that life gets better tomorrow.

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Thursday, November 19, 2009

A domesticated girl, that's all you ask of me

I am eating cereal.

Frosties with cold fresh milk (well not really fresh, can smell that it's a bit sour already; can't taste the sourness because frosties are sweeet)

I am eating Frosties because I wanted something cold and sweet. Like ice cream.

Or a butter pecan cream pie. Or a piece of cold cheese cake.


But I can't have any of those. Because I have no money.

And also because Im so lazy to walk out at this hour to look for food like that.


But mainly because I have no money.



So I'm eating frosties. Yay.

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Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Hands, biceps, penis

Hehe my stupid Aiman kena marah.

He was telling me about how much he wants this game Left 4 Dead or whatever (he plays CS and DotA (apparently he doesn't play this anymore, which makes him even more lifeless as he spends so much of his waking time on the same game =.=) every minute of his waking life when he's not in class, sleeping, eating or talking to me) and as usual, jokingly asks me to buy it for him. The game is USD39.99 or something.

We were on Skype when this conversation happened.



[5:49:33 PM] Lim Hwee Ching: eat my shit
[5:49:41 PM] Lim Hwee Ching: Boxing day
[5:49:48 PM] Lim Hwee Ching: Ima buy new duvet cover
[5:49:51 PM] Lim Hwee Ching: and new bed sheets
[5:49:55 PM] Lim Hwee Ching: a pot set
[5:49:57 PM] Lim Hwee Ching: a knife set
[5:49:59 PM] Lim Hwee Ching: a blender
[5:50:06 PM] aimanyusra: wa
[5:50:06 PM] aimanyusra: lol
[5:50:07 PM] Lim Hwee Ching: and maybe one or two new clothes
[5:50:13 PM] Lim Hwee Ching: I miss having good cooking utensils
[5:50:13 PM] Lim Hwee Ching: k
[5:50:13 PM] Lim Hwee Ching: k
[5:50:19 PM] Lim Hwee Ching: you and your GAMES ISH
[5:50:21 PM] Lim Hwee Ching: OH
[5:50:21 PM] Lim Hwee Ching: BUT
[5:50:23 PM] Lim Hwee Ching: I HAVE A GOOD IDEA
[5:50:29 PM] Lim Hwee Ching: You come here for Christmas la...
[5:50:33 PM] Lim Hwee Ching: THEN YOU BUY YOURSELF
[5:50:34 PM] Lim Hwee Ching: DIU




You know, when I read this conversation again it reminds me of how a mother tells her son off when he asks for things. Hehehe.

Love youuuuu bububuubububub!

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Monday, November 09, 2009

Hello, don't tell me you know? Yeah, you've figured me out. Something gave it away.

I'll find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me, if it kills me


I lay on my bed looking at the clothes stand I bought from Wilkinson's for £7.99.

It's been wobbly for awhile now, in fact it fell over a couple of times already.

I looked at the legs, where a screw is supposed to be screwed in tight there. but because I was lazy and I didn't have a screwdriver I didn't bother.

So every time I take a piece of clothing off the rack, I have to steady it, so it wouldn't fall over. It's slanting to the side now, and the slightest movement will make it tip over.

There's a plastic joint holding two pieces of the metal together, and even that is cracking already because of the whole thing constantly slanted to the left side.

I think I could fix it if I got a screwdriver and screwed in the screws properly... before it really falls apart for good.


I think it might kill me




I need to go get a screwdriver.



All I really wana do is to love you...

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It's 6 degrees outside, but so much colder inside.


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I brow-beated Leysha into making cupcakes with me, because the ones she made were so so good.


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<3


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They all oozed out of the thin paper cups, just as Leysha said they would, but I insisted they wouldn't.


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BLOOOOD...

haha no, colouring.


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Packing to leave was the hardest thing I had ever done.

But later on I had found the answer to the question, How Do You Pack 19 years of Your Life into A Suitcase?

Answer: You don't. You just take what's important, and leave the rest.

Which was exactly what I did.


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Haha I know I look ugly here.

We were at Pavilion that day.


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Before I left, Leysha came over to help me clean out my room. And I found this!


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Hahah yes right Eryn Lim Hwee Ching how lame :p

KAMPUNG NAKED BEACH!


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I found my diary from when I was Form 3, and inside I found a note a friend had passed me during class.


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I hung the blue keychain Sabrina had given me for Christmas 2004. It was supposed to drive away bad spirits haha.


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I thought I was artsy fartsy. haha.


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The good ol' days. When I was reading my old diary I felt like the carefree child I was then.

Moving on is sad, but it has to be done.


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I spent a lot of time with this book.


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The highest mark I'd ever achieved in Terry's tests.


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"Why won't my clothes dry? :( "

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