I've got a bubu on my pinky :(

My finger hurts like a bitch.

My last finger on my right hand.

I hurt my last finger slamming my closet door.

It is now bruised  and I can feel it thumping.

There's so much pain.

I slammed the closet door because I was so frustrated.

And angry. And hurt.

With what, whom?

That, I sort of know. But I don't really know. Just sort of. You know?

I opened my closet to put three stupid Toys R Us flowers in there so I didn't have to look at them.

Stupid, stupid things.

I looked at the Nokia 8310 lying on my desk.

I picked it up and threw it to the floor, hard.

It still works. I laughed. Haha.

My pinky is still thumping because it still hurts a lot.

I sat on the floor, in the middle of my room.

And I started to cry.

Why did I cry? Because my pinky hurts.

Because I hurt it against the handle when I slammed my closet door.

Because I had to put those stupid pretty red flowers out of my sight.

Because I had to stop shaking.

Because I had to stop thinking.

But now... I need to stop crying.

Is she in the bathroom or is she smoking up outside?

My computer at home is fucked up and so I cannot blog.

But I shall get it fixed soon, and then I'll post on quite a number of stuff.


Need to go get my UCAS applications finished right now.




I miss Jade. And my Babykins. Sigh.


But here's something for you people to read:

Wednesday February 25, 2009

Malaysians not so hot in bedroom


KUALA LUMPUR: A surprisingly high number of Malaysians are not sexually satisfied, a survey by pharmaceutical company Pfizer has revealed.

Two out of three Malaysian men and three out of four women are not satisfied with their sex lives, the Asia-Pacific Sexual Health and Overall Wellness survey stated. Malaysians are ranked sixth among 13 countries but, if it’s any consolation, Singaporeans fared worse. They are in eighth spot.

India topped the list with 70% of the respondents saying they were satisfied with their sex lives while Japan reported the lowest sexual satisfaction rate at 10%. “The Malaysian figure is higher than the overall Asia Pacific results where 57% of men and 64% of women reported being not very satisfied with sex,” said Dr Rosie King, who led the study in the Asia Pacific region from May to July 2008.

“The survey links the level of erection hardness to sexual satisfaction for men.” said Dr King during a roundtable discussion at a hotel here yesterday.

The level of erection hardness is measured in a scale of one to four using the Erection Hardness Score (EHS) developed by the European Association of Urology.

“Level one is like tofu where the male organ is large but not hard, level two is similar to a peeled banana where it’s not hard enough for penetration, level three is like an unpeeled banana where it’s hard enough for penetration but not completely, and level four is similar to a cucumber where it’s completely hard and fully rigid,” explained Dr King.

The men were required to evaluate themselves using the EHS during the survey and 40% of Malaysian men reported that they experienced erection below grade four.

Compared to their EHS grade four counterparts, these men have sex less often, are less sexually satisfied, and may suffer from lack of self confidence, or worse, depression.

“We found that greater sexual satisfaction is strongly associated with greater satisfaction with life overall. Generally, men and women who are highly satisfied with their sex life have a more positive outlook on their relationships and life.

In Malaysia, 102 men and 100 women were selected nationwide based onage, marital status, education level, and income to participate in the survey.

mmmoooooooo

This morning, Leysha taught me a song called "I Am Cow".





I am Cow



So the first two lines of the song goes;


I am cow, hear me moo, I weigh twice as much as you.
And I look good on the barbeque!


I've been singing the bloody song the entire day haha.


So at 9.30am this morning, I texted Aiman this:

I'm a cow, hear me moo, I weigh twice as much as you!

He replied me a short while later:

Wtf baby. Haha.

Just as I was about to reply to that, he sent me another reply:

I am cat, hear me meow, I love you my big fat cow!

I laughed, teared (just a little!), and then felt offended.

Big fat cow? SERIOUSLY? =P





Silly babykins. :-*

Huggeerrsss!

Omg omg omg PASAR MALAM!

I'm a lazy bitch

Aaahhhh I'm SO lazy to go to the gym right now.

Think I'll go stand in front of the mirror and stare at my flabby tummy for awhile. And then think about how much mummy is paying for gym membership every month. And then think of Jessica Simpson's body.

Why did I chooce Jessica Simpson's body instead of any other celebrity?

It's because Jessica Simpson has a big natural chest. I think la haha. Too lazy to go google it. =P

So yes, I'd like my body to look like hers. Fat hope, I know but heck, miracles do happen!

I WILL GO TO THE GYM THIS MORNING!


In a few minutes la. Hehe.



x





May 2008


Today marks the 4th month of us being together as a couple.

And it feels like we've only been together for a month or so; it definitely does not feel like 4 months have passed.

I'm glad I fell in love with my best friend. You know me so well, and you are so patient with me.


I read another one of your super long smses this morning.... and I just want to say,


that right now, you are my everything as well.
I love you, too.


Happy Valentine's Day, Aiman "Babykins/Curlykins" Yusra; and may we brave all the obstacles that have yet to come.





Together.




November 2008.

You spin my heaadd right round right round when you go down when you go down down

Been caught up with college, going out after college, researching on unis after coming back, writing out my CV, digging up old certificates and making amendments to my CV and thus I have had no time to blog (actually I did la but I spent that time watching How I met Your Mother and TopGear haha!).


But since Joe's farewell thing is in 2 hours I had better post up pictures from Yong Meng's birthday gathering at Steph's place now haha or it'll be too much pictures on the main page and hence will have trouble loading (when I open my own blog page on my own com now the entire main page doesn't load properly already =.=)

Right so Steph invited a bunch of people and had a Lok Lok truck come to the house!
We also had Meng Leong's mee hoon ^^.


I ate so much deep fried cuttle fish and squid that I had a slight sore throat the next morning haha.


There won't be many captions as I am in a rush! Have to pick Yi Han and Jade up later before going to the place for Joe's thing thing.









FatOne Lok Lok's ambassador!




They were standing aside from the crowd talking quietly I wonder what they were saying hmmm?




Hello birthday boy!
9th Febuary was the real day, but we celebrated on the 6th.










Cheryl and Yien!
Haven't seen these girls in so long.




This is Audrey; Yoong Ken's new girlfriend!
Not really new anymore I suppose, already 4 months yes? HEHE!




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I is short




Joe's leaving on Sunday. Everyone's leaving in a few days. All going to Aussie.
Jade's leaving next Saturday. :( :(




Took me so long to get a pic with her man




Awww so schweet.
Look at Ken's rapist face haha




Decafriends!












Missing Dina!
We MUST have a complete one when the both of you come back in June, owhkay.














Siang purposely asked me to retake the photo cos he wants to show off his shirt haha






Hi Kitty ^^




Omg haven't seen this girl for soooo long as welll




Sarah Chan!




Wind effect




Hi Wai Honggg




Such a pretty cake ^^






Awww
























Christmas + CNY?






Photobucket has been very fucked up today.
For those reading who use photobucket to blog as well, you know how you click on the html thing and it automatically copies the code for you?

Yeah just now, it didn't do that. So I pasted 15 of the same pictures before noticing that it was all the same picture.

And I can't seem to upload the video I took, so perhaps another day. The video is up. I like taking videos like these, it keeps the memories alive... I just need a better camera. =.=


Having this blasted headache that comes from eating too much chocolate. Or too much sleep.


Gonna go get ready now, see you bitches.