Thursday, June 28, 2007

I think I'm going to Boston.

I hate datelines.




I long to feel.... you.

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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Pointless

Another early morning whiny post.

Why the fuck is the government making us do Moral projects?
This project is a total LIE!
How many of us actually do the stuff we write, no, COPIED/MADE UP in our dumb tugasan harians and kerja amals??

I do none of those I've written I assure you.
Talk about teaching the youngsters to lie and robbing them of their creativity AND wasting time money, paper and ink ALL AT THE SAME TIME!

And I hate the fact that even though I know this is a waste of time and it does nothing to amuse me and so I should not waste my time doing this just for a stupid grade for my SPM when it doesn't make me any more morally righteous than I am now; but yet...



Sigh. Assed education system. Led by assed people. =.=

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Monday, June 25, 2007

And another sun-soaked season fades away.

Nothing much has happened in the past week.
Xinhui and I have been slaving off; making mini megaphones to sell in hopes of conjuring up enough money to pay for our prom tickets but unfortunately, I think we only made half the amount. =.=

Dynamitez won again this year, as expected. :D

I took videos of a few of the teams but had not the time or strength to upload them yet cos I was down with fever the past two days and my monitor burnt sighh sigh sigh.

I'm currently using my 11 year old monitor which I'm so glad still works even after being in storage for a period of 3 years.

Omg I am so boring.

Hmmm perhaps my brain got a little damaged due to my fever; my temperature was quite high.


Anyway, will update soon with videos and all.

I didn't get Charm All Stars on my digi cam, cos everyone else drained out my camera battery. =.= What a waste!

Anyway, here's a pic of me in case anyone of you has forgotten how I look like.



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Haha. Haven't had a good camwhore picture in a loooooong timeeee....


K gonna be late for school asd;lkasd;lkas;dlkas;l

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Sunday, June 17, 2007

She can't find her place, she's losing her faith, she's fallen from grace, she's all over the place...

I need to get myself together.
Enough of this emo bullshit la, tis time to move on.

It's time to forget what's happened and just look forward;
It's time to start studying for SPM;
It's time to stop moping;
It's time to stop eating so much;
It's time to live life!


And it's also time to go cook my dad's dinner. =.=
I've to do it because my dad only knows how to work and watch tv and also cos my mom's in Singapore till Wednesday; I miss her already. :(


But before I go, short update.

I had a photo shoot yesterday.
No, I am not becoming some model or whatever (haha yeah I wish la. Hmm maybe after I grow another 5 inches and lose 10kg =.=)
It's just some thing my mom said I should do since I am now at the "peak of my youth", according to her.

I sure hope the pictures turned out nice.
Hmm I wonder if they can airbrush out the fat from my arms and shoulders and make my face look sharper.... haha yeah I wish again.
Owh well.
Will post them up (maybe la, if I think they're presentable enough) when I get them. :)



For now...



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I love the dress! It's so pretty. :)



Was at the Curve just now to develop some photos.
While waiting I went to scout around for external hard drives and such.
I found a set of Creative speakers at RM99 for two basic speakers and a sub woofer.
The sound was pretty good, I had the guy test it out for me hehe.
Isn't that pretty cheap? Or can you get cheaper ones nowadays?
I think it's darn cheap lor! The speakers I'm using now are 10 years old, came with the 1st computer my mom had bought me which was when I was 7.



Sigh, I miss my mom. :(

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Friday, June 15, 2007

I.. can't tell the right from the wrong.

I bailed school today. Which means I skipped two periods of AddMaths haha.
Woke up with a sore throat, throbbing headache and just plain didn't wanna face the world today.
I keep running away.
That's all I seem to do these days.

Haha and like what Vincent said to me the other day- Just when you think life's a bitch, she has puppies.

I always took disappointments well, maybe it's because they keep happening to me or I'd just like to think that I'm a pretty strong person despite what I think of myself sometimes.

It's the estrogen. It makes me emotional, so emotional.
I couldn't hold the tears and when they started falling they just wouldn't stop even though I really wanted them to.

I tried, really, I did. It was so unexpected, and I guess that's what added to the anguish of it all.
I memorized everything! And now I think I really am stupid because I couldn't apply them.

The sympathetic looks thrown my way just added to the weight on my chest.
Thinking about how I was going to tell my mom just made the tears fall faster.

Ah well. I shouldn't take this so hard.


It's just another disappointment. What's new?




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The view from block A at 6:50 in the morn


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I wish I could look my reflection in the mirror and actually be proud of myself


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This is where I find solace


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And memories are all that I'm left with.






There's this form 3 guy who reminds me so much of you.
But he's not as tall, and not as aggressive haha.
He has that flashing smile like yours, though.
Although yours is definitely more flashing, cos you're darker in skin.
I miss my friend.

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Saturday, June 09, 2007

Like a shooting star, he shines.

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I miss Jade


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I miss Hammy


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I miss eating fried oysters


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I miss partying and getting drunk


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I miss Ethan


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I miss cheerleading


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I miss the days when I didn't have a care in the world




If someone said 3 years from now you'd be long gone,
I'd stand up and punch them out,
because they're all wrong.
I knew better, because you said forever,
And ever.. who knew.



Pink - Who knew




Hmmm I just realized that school's starting tomorrow.
That thought hit me when I was shampooing my hair just now.

Whenever I wash my hair at night I always think about what Im gonna do the next day and etc.
So this time I was thinking, hmm.. guess I'll just sleep till 12 again and then ask Machi if she wants to go see a movie.

And then the realization dawned on me that tomorrow's Monday and I'm gonna get my midterm results back and I'm gonna have to face more annoying teachers and prefects (sorry if you're a teacher/prefect I don't exactly mean that much offense ha ha) and it's back to the cold, harsh reality.

I mean, I knew that this would be a 2 week thing but I just.. didn't think it'd happen so... abruptly.
If ya get what I mean.

And then a random thought crossed my mind- I wonder if I've anything to complete... I remember Pn. Norita giving us a bunch of work and threatening us and also I think I've some accounts shit to copy down... hmmm...

So anyway, starting tomorrow, life is gonna suck even more.
SPM trials is in 2 months.
1 month after my SPM trials end, gerak gempur begins.
And about a month and a half after that I'd have to sit for SPM itself.


asd';ldfkl;asd';lsfkj;laskldklj;


All these upcoming exams only mean one thing- really putting my head down and studying.

Cos I know that if I don't start now, I'd be crying later.


Owh God life is gonna suckkkk.... even more.




Well, at least I got my McFlurry in the end.



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WTF MCD'S DELIVERY WON'T SEND A MCFLURRY TO ME! WHYWHYWHYWHYYYYYY??????


asdl;askdlkas;dlk;askd;laks;dlkas;ldk;askld;aslk :( :( :(




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Owhkay I is very super de duper bored.
Should've went for UV Nation....


SO ANYWAY.


I went to watch Shrek 3 with Machi the other day and before the movie started I saw the trailer for this movie called Martian Child.

And now I can't wait to see this movie!
It will be released on October 26th.
Hmmm don't think I'll be having trials/gerak gempur so yeah must watch.

The movie's based on a book, whether it's a true story or not I am unsure.
But I am gonna find that book.

Watch the trailer!








Hmmm I think it'll be a good movie.

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Thursday, June 07, 2007

Checkmate.

Have you ever experienced foot cramps?

I'm going through one right now.
Damn frickin painful lor :( No matter how I choose to position my foot it seems to hurt even more.


Owhkay. Here's the forum post some of you have been waiting for.

Gah.
And my pictures have taken 2 hours to upload.
2 HOURS!! And I'm not even sure if they've all uploaded.
It still says 36 of 38, so we'll see.
If they haven't uploaded I'm just going to blog about the Forum on a different day.
Lol not like it matters anyway.
We (MayMay, Ahchan, Ying and I) practically skipped everything save the opening talk and the banquet haha.

So yeah. This post shouldn't be titled 'Forum' but 'My trip to Penang with my girl friends' instead haha.

School's starting soon.
Which means it's back to reality soon.
Will be getting my midterm results back, and the word 'doomed' of 'fucked' always comes after the word 'midterms' or 'finals' or 'results' in a sentence.
And this time is no different. Sigh.

When will I ever change?

My mum was having that you-have-to-start-studying-now talk again just yesterday.
It pains me to go through such talk or rather nagging, not merely because it's thoroughly annoying but also because I know it's true, and I know that my results have shown that I've been nothing to rectify the problem of my not so pretty, owhkay fine, ugly results.

I'm in fear of failing AddMaths for the second time this term. *quivers in fear*

Sigh sigh sigh. =/


Gay so slow its only at 37 of 38 after I've ranted for so long diu lar I go read first.


The time currently reads 11:37 pm on my RM10 watch bracelet and my pictures just finished uploading. Mind you I started uploading them at around 8:30pm.
That's like 239482903841098089741098 hours ! aldk;l';adlkasdlkask'aal;kdlka


Ofmg asdjklasdjklasdjkl finally let's start.

Owh yeah warning: super long post with super kao big pictures hahahahaha

K so we DJ-ians had to gather outside school at 5 in the frickin morning for the 5 hour bus ride to Penang.
I was grumpy because I had to wake up so early.
And got even grumpier when I realized that I'd forgotten my pillow. :(
Sorry Yew Weng I took it out on you hahahaha sorry k.



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Hahahahaha look at all my upclose shots hahahahahahaha
Ahem owhkay sorry please don't be angry. :)


The trip to Penang was supposed to be only 4 hours but extended another hour because there was this kemalangan jalan raya akibat pemandu lori yang cuai.
Lori dua belas kaki panjang tersebut telah, er, terjatuh (haha I can't remember the proper word la care to enlighten me curly malay boy?) ke dalam longkang.
Kemalangan ini telah menyebabkan lebuh raya tempat kejadian tersekat.

Hahahahhahah my BM's so bad hahahhaha I wonder what I'm gonna get for my midterm hahahhahaha omg.


So anyway when we reached we had this opening motivational talk where MayMay and I slept while Ying and Sarah were helping Lion Christopher get our food hahahha
We had to haul our luggages everywhere omfg lor.
Then after all the other boring insignificant things we did we finally got into the "shuttle bus" and were ferried to our hotel.



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We got room 819 so we just chilled there and unpacked and shit and Ying was being a real mummy hahahaha but good also la she kept our room in order and everything knowing MayMay and I the place would've been in a mess hahahahaha we were supposed to go for some shit afterthat but we skipped it and did God knows what cos I don't remember what we did hahhahahaha owh eyah we skipped the parade thingy and the shitty fellowship dinner hahhaha we went fine dining at this realllyyy cooooool place called 32 Mansion instead and the food there was orgasmic lor look look look!

Owh we found out about the place from this receptionist who had like a big mole on his right cheek just a little above his mouth and his hair looked overgrown like weeds like that but he combed it back with like cream and stuff la so it didn't look so bad but he's a really nice guy owhkay he's like one of those not so fortunate looking guys with a big BIG heart and he recommended us this place to go for that we are very thankful to him :)

Owh owh owh one more thing when we reached there the sun was almost done setting and the sky was bbeeaauuuttiiiffuuuuuuuul! Look loook loooooooook!



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You know I took the first three pictures and then the person who took mine (I think it's Ying but its owhkay I still love you :D) didn't stand at the proper position to capture the background but I also think I took another one in Sarah's cam so nvmd la. :)



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So pretty right? Hehehehehe I know!



So we went inside and were amazed at the super serene and elegant ambiance and the waiters and waitresses were super polite and accomadating also!
We ordered some damned scrumptious and quite sumptuous food lor but it was all damned worth the money we paid which was only like RM30 each :D we ordered one yummy soup two orgasmic main dishes and one very satisfying desert I'm only mentioning one because the other was not very nice so feast your eyes people!


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Appetizers.
I think the fresh bread served with olive at Italiannies are fresher and tastes better though.
The butter was so hard MayMay put the butter near to the candle so that it would melt hahahha so funny


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Er, I forgot to get a pic of the soup so this will have to do la owhkay haha.


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I forgot the name of this dish but what I do remember is how tender the meat of the chicken was and how fragrant the rice and boiled vegetables were!
I was like having a half orgasm when I had my first bite of the chicken lor.


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This.. this did me in.
The first taste made me orgasm a few times (haha I know I'm disgusting but seriously it was DAMNED fucking good weiy)
It tastes damned unique; nothing like I had ever tasted before.
The satisfaction of eating this is like eating Italiannies's Classic Carbonara but a hundred times better and people who speak to me often would know how much I love Italiannies's Carbonara and this is like a hundred times better so you should be able to gauge the fantastic-ness and the delicious-ness of it la haha.


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Ying LOVES this.
To me it was pretty good. :)
The meringue was heavenly.


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This was quite a disappointment though.
I thought creme brulee was supposed to be fluffier.
But it was pretty heavy.
I only liked the surface of it because it had like a layer of burnt sugar which was crunchy and yummy hehe


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US!



Owhkay so after we paid the bill and stuff we went outside and took my silly photos hahahahha it was fun hahahahaha




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K so after that we went back and they all started gambling while I did what I did I don't remember what I did though omg hahahahha so yeah la owh yeah I remember I had chest congestions and couldn't breath properly due to over-laughing haha so I went back to our room first to clean up my stuff and sleep.

The next morning we woke up at about 9 something washed up and headed to gurney drive for some breakfast we had bak kut teh (sorry not halal) the kopitiam was so crowded as usual la haha but we managed to find seats and we ordered too much food =.= so we kinda wasted some God please don't punish us we promise we'll have the better sense to ask about the size of the portions next time! But the food was yummy la heeeee.



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Hahahahaha you all must be quite sick of us now right hahahhahahah TOO BAD! =P=P=P=P


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I still don't have a reason
And you don't the time
And it really makes me wonder if I ever gave a fuck about you

If there's something to believe in cos I don't believe in you anymore, anymore.
I wonder.. blablabla (I don't remember) makes a difference to try
And so this is goodbye


Good song la.


So after that right we were supposed to go back for the sub-district forum which is when they present the outstanding awards to the deserving key post officers but in the end we didn't la and Ying and Sarah ended gambling playing Black Jack for two hours while I caught up on some sleep cos I didn't sleep welll the night before due to my weezing and sneezing I slept for the entire 2 hours while the were playing hahahha then Ying woke me up and said we were going swimming and told me to go change but after I changed and came back they said don't wanna go edi I was like OMG LA AIYOO YOU ALL ARRR I WANNA GO LAAAA but they don't care about me so I sit here sit there in the end I went by myself :D it was fun I like the solitude and the cool water :) But technically I wasn't alone la a lot of fat kids (yes la Slimy including myself =.=) were there playing around hahahha fat and cute kids hahahahahha after that I went back upstairs and got ready for the banquet night wah sounds so posh but actually is held in a dumb high school and we were ferried there not in our posh limousines but in bas sekolahs =.= but the night wasn't all that bad la you'll see why soon :D:D



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They were damn tired la whole day play only not like me I slept like the pig I am for 2 and a haf hours while they were gambling away haha


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I couldn't resist putting this picture of Mag up cos she looks so tai kor with the top and all hahahhaha bloooop!


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We only ate 4 courses because soon after that we were occupied with some very proud moments *tear*
The Leo Club of SMKDJ is at its peak this year.
All thanks to Pereira, Yew Weng, Shwu Meei, Wei Jing, Pui Cheng, Grace and ect just to name a few. :)



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And the climax of the night...

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA IN YOUR FACE!
Heh you know who you are la.
Pereira, Yew Weng and the rest sure proved you SHIT ASSED WRONG!




Ahem k.
So happy happy la we all.
The people who worked for it lagi happy la. Cry cry all hahaha. :):)


After the banquet we were ferried back to out respective hotels yet again by the bas sekolahs (=.=) and then my lovely friends then started gambling AGAIN poker la blackjack la sigh so I went to play twister with Ashton, Shwu Meei, Magfish and my wife Caryn we gossiped damnnn alot and talked about my husband Jay Chou and taiwanese dramas and Korean singers and boybands (OMFG SHINHWA OMFG) and yeah I had a good time with them :D:D

Didn't take any pictures la lazy edi hahahaha


So the next morning at 7:18am I smsed Wei Jing asking her what time we were supposed to meet downstairs and she said 7:30am HAHAHAHAHHA so like we were the last to meet downstairs as usual la hahahha we waited for like an hour for the bas sekolah to come take us back to Han Chiang high school for the closing ceremony and motivational talk by this annoying dude called Billi Lim (my girl friends and I slept through it hahahahha) owh yeah while we were waiting there was this other Leo who was situated there to handle the buses he came over and talked to us he had these pretty light brown eyes and fair skin and he was kinda cute hehehehe so yeah then we went to the dumb dewan and then I called my daddy and then he took me back to my grandmama's house to sleep while he went to play golf =.=

My mommy so schweet you know I told her I sick so she boiled nutmeg juice for me and gave me tender loving care yay I love my mommy :) :) :)



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Hahahahha so cute right this was while we were waiting for the bus and this wasn't planned you know so cuuuute hahahhahaha




K la I schleeepy edi cos it's like 1:20am now see I told you it was gonna be a long post I am so thirsty and I wanna eat McD's again shut up la curly malay boy I know I'm big no need to say out loud owhkay? :(




Owhkaybyebyegoodnight :)

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