I wake up every evening with a big smile on my face, and it never feels out of place

I did my last paper on Monday, and have been extremely bored ever since.

Between going out with Aiman, watching TopGear and researching on universities, I've been doing nothing.

I. Am. So. Fucking. Bored.


And researching on universities has gotten me VERY worried about my results.
What if they come out worst than I expected?

I can't be retaking SO many papers in June... and I need at least 2A's and a B.

Then there's the money issue.

Then there's Aiman.

Then there's the question of what I want with life.


I am boggled.






We went to Swensen's in SS2 for lunch last Sunday.
We went around in circles looking for Delifrance, but I think it closed down haha.

The food at Swensen's sucked.
Meat was too dry, coleslaw too wet, quite tasteless.




Chicken Ham cream soup

This was good though.






Looks good, yes? Looks are once again very deceiving.




The icecream was of course the best.
If you ever go to Swensen's, just stick with the icecream (which I find quite overpriced).




He pouts haha.




He was so tired, the poor boy.
We watched two movies that day; Inkheart (very cliche movie) 6/10, Underworld: Rise of the Lycans, 8/10. I like vampire werewolf movies.




Ate at Yoshinoya after Inkheart then went back to GSC for Rise of the Lycans.

I love Yoshinoya. YUMMERS.












The only few pictures in which he didn't look like a grumpy sleep deprived child. <3



Blah. Im going to go watch TopGear. And then take a nap.
Then go to the gym. My mother is being so annoying.

Cheese mushroom omelette, anyone?

The first day of Chinese New Year will be on Monday.
And tomorrow is the eve of CNY.
But this year, it doesn't feel like Chinese New Year at all.

I don't feel the anticipation of seeing old aunties, uncles, grand aunties, grand uncles, married cousins for angpau.

I don't feel the anticipation for the food my mother's oldest sister cooks for the first day of Chinese New Year.

I don't hear enough of mandarin or hokkien being spoken around me, or my nieces and nephews singing those irritating CNY songs.


I'm not packing new clothes or any clothes at all to leave for Penang tomorrow.



In my 19 years of living, this is the first year that I am not going to Penang to celebrate Chinese New Year.


This Chinese New Year, I'll not be greeting distant relatives whilst sweating in my new clothes.
This Chinese New Year, I'll not be drinking beer like water and playing with the children.
This Chinese New year, I'll not be lighting up any fireworks...

Neither will I be sharing a bathroom with 230948309583 people, or eating steamboat two days in a row, or lining up with all the other kids to receive angpaus from a whole bunch of people whom I only see once a year, or sleep with another 398535 people in the same room.






But instead, I'll be spending the eve studying industrial economics test, and the day itself doing the test.




I want to be young again, when I could do all these things.
I want to go back to Penang for Chinese New Year. I want to see my grandmother. I want to sweat in my new clothes in the sweltering CNY weather. I want to sit in the corner with Tze Lin and count the money we both collected. I want to eat the food my tua ee cooks.
I want to feel like it's Chinese New Year, and not just any other time of the year.



I want to be little again. :(

Oooh loveyy

So yesterday I did a really spontaneous thing.


But before I did that really spontaneous thing, I had a sandwich with ham that was in the freezer for over 4 months with cheese.


Have I ever mentioned that I used to golf?
Yes haha I even have a handicap; I did the seminar and the course exam.

My dad forced me to play with him and my mom every Sunday morning.
And after golf on Sunday mornings I'd go to Sunway for cheer gym. Can you imagine how fit (and slim, might I add) I used to be?

Ah... those were the days.
Now I'm just eating, and eating... and eating.

So after awhile, my dad finally stopped forcing me to play on Sunday mornings, because we'd fight all the time.
I hate people forcing me to do stuff I don't like, especially when it isn't the least important!
When my dad forces me to study; fine, because it's for my own good.
But force me to play golf?? I had cheerleading for exercise at the time, and would've continued if he hadn't forced me to stop.

So yes, I was pissed every Sunday morning while playing golf and thus us quarreling on the golf course every Sunday morning for about 2 years.

And needless to say, I sucked.


Right so I did something really impromptu yesterday- I went to play golf.
It wasn't planned, Serena called me at 12 asking if I'd like to accompany her to the gym and maybe swim a little.

And I said, "LET'S PLAY GOLF, SERENA!"

Yes. It was MY idea.








I pulled my bag through 7 holes.
Was supposed to be 9 holes, but er, let's just say that at the 5th hole I finally realized that we should've just went swimming and gymming.

The sun was H-O-T.




The 9th green.






Serena in the sand




The cold towel felt SO good on my face



Serena used to play more often than I did, until she started med school then she had no time.

But yes... she didn't lose even one ball. I lost 4.
Would've lost 5, but I skipped the holes which had ponds so I wouldn't lose my last one. =P


I think I wanna do it again.
In the evening, when the sun isn't so scorching. =.=


Then I had an upset stomach, from the ham which was in the freezer for over 4 months.


GG.



x



Aiman and I were at Paddington House of Pancakes for dinner just now. ^^.

I went to pick him up and we went to Tesco first to do some grocery shopping as my larder was empty.
No more bread no more eggs no more instant pasta no nothing :(

Sent the bags of stuff back to my house first before heading back to Curve for dinner, which was YUMMERISM MAXIMUS.






Baby!




Owhkay so I was posing. =P




Trying to get my old camera to turn on




He likes to pose too




I think he looks a lot like his sister here




I forgot what this was called, but it was YUM.
It's probably a breakfast dish (the the sunny side up, baked beans, salami, sausages and all), but it was filling.






Double Mexican Burger

Very yummy! The portion is a bit big, though.




Baby eating his veggiess




Empty plates!



After that I drove my baby home to get his gear and dropped him off at a cybercafe to play CS.



I am such a good girlfriend, no?

Up and going down down

I had surprisingly good sleep last night.

After I got home from dinner I felt like the dead.
My head was thumping, the area around my nose was red and raw from tissue constantly rubbing that area, my whole body was aching and I was so mentally tired.

Even my favorite activity which is taking a shower became such a task.
But then I went to look for mummy and I sat on her bed while she dried my hair for me and then I felt a little better ^^.

Talking to Aiman online also helped; as it always has since the past two years.


And I woke up feeling fresh and positive this morning, ready to take on Econs Unit 4!

But some food first.


Owh yes, speaking about food, a few weeks ago I went for dinner with my piano class friends in the Curve.
I wanted DragonI but was afraid it would be really expensive haha so we went to another similar restaurant directly below DragonI.
I enjoyed the food, but I think DragonI would've been better haha.

We had like seven savoury dishes and 3 deserts and the bill was only RM150, I had expected it to be much more than that haha.







Aah looking at all the pau makes me feel like eating the siu long bao and the fried dumplings at DragonI.





I'm not a big fan of chinese deserts, but the round things with red bean paste in it was reaally yummy.




With Chui May and Kevin!
I haven't seen these people since I stopped piano classes in form 4.
We used to have so much fun laughing balls and talking nonsense during theory lessons and eating sweets!
I've seen Sacha around cos she was in DJ with me haha but these two; how I've missed them!



Mmm yes. Time to eat and then hit the books.


One more week to catching up on movies with my Aiman and PARTYING!

Discrete Random Variable

asdjksfljsdkfakjsksaasdjklasdjklasdjklfuckmepls.


I can't stop sneezing my throat hurts and I feel tired but can't sleep.


And I've a strong feeling that Stats 1 is not going to be kind to me later.


aaahhhhhhh I don't like probability aaahhhhhhhh cry cry cry I want my mummy or my babykins :(:(:(:(


And is it me, or is time passing quite slowly today?

Like old headlights, sniffing bottled glue again

I'm falling sick. Woke up with a slight sore throat this morning and it just got worst throughout the day.

And after waking up from my afternoon nap (haha I sound like a 5 year old who has to have regular afternoon naps) I had a slight fever. :(

But I popped two panadols and went out again la HAHA.


Two more papers to go. And loads of partying afterwards. I cannot afford to fall sick yet!
I shall fall sick when my last sem starts haha!


Aiman drove Leysha and I to Sungei Wang to get Jason Mraz concert tickets today!
Leysha and I were actually planning on taking public transport.
When I told my babykins that he said to me with partial incredulity, "YOU wanna take public transport? Really?"

So he offered to drive us.


He forgets that I once took public transport all the way to Midvalley BY MYSELF just to see him. Tsk tsk!
And I've taken the LRT and the Monorail to Pavillion quite a few times owhkay I'm not that pampered tsk.






"manly" expression hehe




MUHIBAH




AAAAAHHHHHHHH JASSOOOONNN MRRAAAAZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


"cover my nose cover my nose" HAHAHAH.




Aiman's Seafood sandwich


We went to Delifrance for lunch. ^^

I miss those days when my friends and I would go to the one that used to be in Atria to have lunch on Fridays.

That was in form 2 man.
.... 5 years ago. Fuck.




Chicken pasta soup

We thought it was going to be cream soup haha.




Leysha's cheese mushroom baked rice

Mmm Kimgary's is better.




My smoked salmon sandwich




Lobster Bisque!

Yummmeersss.




Saayyaaannnnggggg ^^

Poser #1.



Later on (just now la haha) we went for Samantha's birthday/farewell thing at Souled Out.

All her friends and family and family friends were there and the food was yummy and the ambiance was nice but I was quite stoning cos I.... I quite shy. Haha. No, really.

But we thoroughly enjoyed the food and the cute form 3 fella sitting beside us (Chris, his name was) and the music was good (YAY FOR DBSK!).

I was so busy eating I forgot to take pictures of the stuff we had.

There was my fav salad tossed with smoked salmon, sushi!, butter fish, aglio olio pasta, chicken, LAMB and quite a few other stuff.


On a more serious note,

Sammiewammiejammie, your leaving is so sudden.
It's like, one day you told me you were thinking of going to aussie to finish the rest of high school you only said you were THINKING of going and then a few days later it was "owh btw I'm leaving in January for Sydney" WTF I WASN'T GIVEN ENOUGH TIME FOR IT TO SINK IN!

I mean, I know la, we're only online msn buddies and all, but hey that's how Aiman and I started becoming besties and look where we are now.

K I don't exactly wanna date you la although you're really pretty and all in that dress cos I'm into guys and stuff but WE COULD'VE BEEN REAL BESTIES :(


K I quite sad now. *tear


Wawa drama drama I know haha! But yeah... enjoy yourself there.
Do some hot white guys pls.






HELLO SAMMIE




Eih I look quite slim here. HAHA!

Me likey her dress with the bubble skirt. So purddddyyy.




We got goody bags with party stuff in it!

Here's Aiman all "partied-up" hehehe.






My baby sho cute ^^




K I shall go wash up and crash.
I think my fever's coming back. :(


Mommy. :(

I'M GOING TO DIE

Owhkay so. I have 3 units of Econs on Friday, and C3 on Thursday.

3 UNITS OF ECONS ON FRIDAY! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKF UFOISDJFLSKJ KAHF LJS CLKSDVjdhfklsjclKLKJDSFLKJSL;klakdlkajdJ390RIOW4IJKLDJKLDSjkjldkvjds ok.


And I feel damn restless now. Feel like running and jumping and doing the chicken dance.


But I can't. I need to study for my 3 Units of Econs and C3.
There's so little time. And as every second goes by... time is running out.


OUR TIME IS RUNNINNNGG OUUTTTT OURR TIMEEE IS RRUUUNNIIINNGG OUUUTTT! (Our Time is Running Out, Muse? Ring a bell?)



BLAH IM LOOOSSSING MY MIIINNDDDD you should read the smses I'm sending to Aiman now HAHA!



Owh but yes. Have I mentioned how much I love Nasi Lemak? And how it's like a drug to me? I just can't get enough of it.
I had two nasi lemaks with two eggs yesterday before doing my accounts exam.

Ah... just thinking of it makes me hungry again. It was so good.


And I LOVE the Caesar Salad with smoked salmon at Ms. Read Cafe.






Caesar Salad with Ms. Read Cafe's special dressing, poached eggs, turkey bacon crisps, sliced cheese and toasted bread pieces. YUMMM.




We went there on my birthday last last Saturday. ^^




I OD-ed (overdosed) a little on salmon on my birthday, cos I had that caesar salad for lunch and then went to Jogoya and had plates and plates full of raw salmon.


Mmmm I want nasi lemak with oooozing telur mata!
And milo ais!



Sigh. I need to shag.

Does your husband know? Does your husband know? Does he know does he know does he know?

Accounts exam at 5pm.

I pray that my common sense and what I've read in the past 2 days will not elude me.



The last time you came through
Oh darling I know what you're going through
The last time you came through
Oh darling,
Oh darling,
Oh darling...


Does your husband know?
Does your husband know?
Does your husband know?
Does he know,
does he know,
does he know?

I wanna scream I love you from the top of my lungs, but I'm afraid that someone else will hear me

Im supposed to be cramming for accounts but I hate it so much right now I don't really care how I do. =.=
I feel like fucking the whole thing and just doing the paper and see what I get.
Like, you know. Que sera sera.

I notice I blog more when I'm procrastinating (I dubbed this the most overused word of 2008, seriously) and not when I'm actually free and have nothing to do haha!

K yeah that's a bad thing.

C2 paper yesterday was fucked up. I hope I managed to at least scrape a 60/75 man.

Ethan told me that January papers are usually harder.

Which means accounts on Monday is going to make me cry.


Blah on the bright side; it's 2 down, 7 more to go!

I don't know how I can still be so chilling when I'm about to flunk accounts. =.=



x



Right, so Meng Leong went off to Kampar last Saturday.
A few of us got together in Dina's place to eat and talk cock and take pictures haha!
We even skyped with Dina for awhile. I'm so glad to be born in this day and age where technology does bring us closer, although in different countries which are in different time zones.














I can't count the number of times I've rummaged through this kitchen with Dina for junk to eat; nachos with salsa, maggi kari, pringles, etc etc.

My fondest memory of this kitchen would be when I stayed over after Steph's 15th(OMG WE'RE 19 THIS YEAR?) Birthday and we were eating the leftover potato things at like 4 in the morning in this kitchen and laughing about nothing and showing each other our half chewed food. *tear*
















Aunty Farah is the pimp, yo! Hahaha




Siang looks damn gay here lol




Jade act cute ^^








The guys playing with my now retarded camera haha






Siang hahahahha so cute








Yes my baby came too ^^




Jade looks like she's having fun tormenting my poor Curlykins haha




"A bit?"






Aunty Farah got us a cake ^^







I look so slim here!














Yes, Hi Xinhui. :D




Wei Kit, I prefer your face when it was nice and round.
Now it's too sharp, too manly... which is just not you. HAHAHAHHA kiddersssss :D




Joe Shen... what kind of perverted thing are you doing to Marge???






We all took turns taking pictures with Dina!








Jade orgasm face LOL







I'm hungry.