I wanna break every clock; the hands of time will never move again

Streamyx has been damned annoying since yesterday evening.
I feel bad now lah, cos I called up all irritated and the guy on the other end was so patient and helpful.
So yay, my connection is now back to normal. :)


I got nothing to blog about lah; I'm not given to opinionated posts on current issues and whatever shit, haven't been doing anything interesting enough to blog about of late (only party nights which are getting seriously boring) and I've been pretty emotionally stable lately so no emo shit posts but if emo shit posts is what you want to read then fret not, for my period is coming soon and I am very emotional before and during my time of the month!

And does anyone know of any makeup brand (MAC, Bobbi Brown, Stila, whatever good make up brand) warehouse sales? I need to restock and have limited cash lah hahaha.
Anyway, do let me know owhkay. As they say, sharing is caring. ;)


Owh dinner time fish head asam gulai omfg.

離開不是誰給了誰的選擇

The bruise I got from slipping on the dance floor in Bar Club last last weekend is still here. =.= But a little less ugly. Ha ha.
Today was wiping windows at work and I accidentally knelt on it wah mahai damn ;lk;alkd;aslkdalksjda painful.

The problem was my heels lah. This week at Poppy after getting my new shoes (HEHEHEHE I was so broken hearted when I went to Midvalley and found that there were no more sizes and then I went to 1U and STILL GOT!) from Zara, no more slipping man.
The floor was all wet and I didn't slip even ONCE.
Ah, good investments.

Poppy was alright lah, a little too crowded for my tastes.
If you know me well, or have been a frequent reader of my blog you'll know that I HATE crowds.
A little is owhkay, but if I've to be pressed against sweaty smelly strangers, I get very irritated and ultimately, very pissed off

My coworkers are starting to warm up to me, I think.
A little lah, anyway. This week was more bearable than the last few.

Anyway, boring clubbing pictures.
I photoshopped some of them, couldn't help it... my arms are so BIG.






Gen and I :)




Cathryn!
This girl is damn nice.




This guy saved me from a lot of unwanted attention haha.
I'm sorry I don't remember your name. But I am very thankful.




L-R: Jon's friend 1, Myself (I had to do that, a very obscene amount of my cleavage was visible), Jon, Gen, Shane (Gen's facebook friend heh), Jon's friend 2.

I feel really bad for not remembering their names...




I was smarter the second time hahah. But omg the wind was damn anno blowing my hair everywhere






Er this is the picture I photoshopped.
The original was terrible. My arm is so bloody HUGE. And I'm not exaggerating.






Took pictures with random angmohs. My cousin likes to do that. So yes, it was her idea.
I just posed.










OMG you see that old guy on the most right?
You see, my cousin called a few of her clubbing friends out for that night, and one of them was this girl whom she met in a club some time back.
So this girl brought a "friend" lah. That friend turned out to be er, the old guy.
So damn weird lah. Then me having my uncontrollable mouth sometimes, blurted out in chinese "He's damn old weiyyyy".
I said it in chinese cos before that a few white guys came and tried to pick Gen up haha that woman is a white guy magnet lah really.
So anyway, I said it so freaking loud I'm sure he heard it lah. But I think he and Gen's friend tried to pretend they didn't hear lah.

Then as we were gonna pay for our bottle, they asked for IDs. =.=
And me, being only 18, wasn't allowed in lah.
So this old guy went and talked to the bouncer for me and bla bla bla so in the end I got in.
Felt like it was my dad getting me into the club. Ew.
He's old enough to be my dad (HE'S BALDING ALSO OWHKAY).

Then on the way home, my cous, Jon and I were talking about it and she told me that this girl works in a jewelry shop (something like Poh Kong and the likes) for a living, so we think she's dating this guy for his money... but ew lah.

I mean, seriously! How could you date an old guy for his money??
No, how can you date an old guy when you're not old yourself?? AND HE WASN'T EVEN GOOD LOOKING (refer to picture pls) if he looked like George Clooney or something then I won't say shit lah but serious. This guy... omg.
K fine, so he's a dentist. Probably drives a BMW (I like guys with BMW's) BUT STILL.

I am thankful that he got me in and all lah but really it doesn't lessen the disgust I felt the entire night and right now.
He was even looking at me lewdly and stuff.. and when I told Gen she said she got those looks from him too. DAMN DISGUSTED LAH OMG!
He asked me where I was studying and stuff and I lied lah haha.

Ugh. I still shudder thinking about it.



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And I've learned a new lesson lately;

that old friends, don't count as best friends.


And that the saying "One best friend is better than 10 bad/hangout friends" holds very true.
I'm glad and thankful that I can call three people best friends.
They're enough for me.

OMG LAAAAA

Went for pedicure just now in the evening and then wore my new pretty shoes to Poppy and then came home and realized that my big toe nail colous is SMUDGE I'm DAMN SORE LOR mahai damn hungry.

I know karma's coming to pay me back

Mm. I damn lazy to type. So just pictures lah.

Went to Bar Club with Genevieve and her friends the previous Sat night.
Something about a full moon party, they had foam falling from the ceiling above the elevated dance floor.
Quite cool lah at first, then realized that it was slippery... yes, I fell. The bruise on my shin just below my knee has a diameter of 5cms I swear.






Yah I still damn camwhore




Genevieve and I with Justine and Catherine




Genevieve met this guy on FACEBOOK k and it was damn weird cos he was like just stoning on the dance floor haha but nice guy lah.






That's Gen's friend, Jonathan. He came to fetch me from my house.






Met these two fellars there again :)






The lights were so prettyy haha








Catherine and Justine









I know my face quite weird in some of the pics I think it's cos I can't really control my facial muscles when Im on alcohol HAHA! no lah that's bullshit I don't actually know why my expressions quite retarded in some of the pictures lol.


I'm damn tired. Went to MidValley and BV this morning to get my top and shoes (ended up not getting my shoes cos... sigh, don't wanna talk about it. I'm still damn broken hearted.) then had Econs class and then Moral Studies.
Woke up with a sore throat summore sigh.

I'm also damned frustrated cos there's this really good three part movie called The Lost Room and Daddy taped the first two episodes on Astromax but not the third cos it clashed with his golf competition =.= so I went to download the third part and was gonna burn it into a vcd so we could all watch but for some fuckshit reason my pc kept shutting down itself and my arsed burner takes FOREVER to encode the avi file and when it actually did manage to finish encoding and was ready to burn a window pops up telling me that my fucking cd doesn't have enough space IM DAMN FUCKING PISSED LOR.
Aish.


Went to Victoria Station for Daddy's birthday dinner just now.
Daddy is 54 today.

Took a picture, finally. The last picture my Mummy, Daddy and I actually took a picture together was when I was 6.
Yes, 6 years old. 12 years ago. Wtf right.

So yes, we took one just now and I looked damn fat. And Daddy looked retardedly happy. Mummy was pretty as usual.


And mahai I think I got the flu AGAIN I just recovered from it like last month (just realized I sent Aiman an sms with almost the exact same words haha) is my immunity THAT low?


Sigh. Hope Ms. Anu cancels accounts class tomorrow morning.
I need the extra sleep. Eih no, got C1 math test which I haven't exactly revised. =.=

Ish damn lazy. Serious.

If you got a 50 dollar bill put yo hands up!

A night of good clubbing always makes me hungry.

Ah, how good a Ramly would feel right now.



Fuck, work in a few hours. I hate my coworkers, bloody anal retentive bitches.

Nononono happy thoughts, happy thoughts.



Aaahhhh.... aku suka berparty.

And now you want somebody to kill the lonely nights, you wish you had somebody that could come and make it right

This week has passed so quickly.
I know I've said this many times before... but time has flitted past me once again.
Makes me feel as if I need to do something and quick, before my time has passed and hence my chances, too.

Thing is, I don't know what is it I need to do.
Or maybe I do.


x



Yes, last weekend was Cheer 2oo8.

Shirtliff's performance was pretty good (the flag part was kinda cool haha);
Xaviers' opening dance was quite nice, and their stunts were owhkay (their ending pyramid where one of their flyers totally stuck it was impressive) but after that when coming down from the pyramid all of them looked like they all FELL off the pyramid haha;
Blitzerz's performance was entertaining and neat, was actually expecting them to get some sort of placing;
Stunners Guys did pretty alright for first timers (it IS their first time right? I don't quite remember) although I think that the Vulcanz Boys of 2005 put up more of a performance;
The Titans' routine was actually quite messy when I saw it on the second day;
And I don't remember much else about the other teams haha.

Dynamitez, you guys executed your routine flawlessly, stuck your stunts and put up hell of a show for everyone to see.
So please, no regretting anything.

We are proud of you, say we are proud of you.








Michelle looking cute haha




Snippet of Xaviers performance




MayMay cut her hair short and it looks totally chic.
I got no guts to do that man haha




Kirsten!




I look so retard here lol




Last stunt before the ending pyramid (not much of a pyramid actually) of the Vulcanz Boys performance





Picture taken by Brian

Yes, I know. =.=




Owhkay this picture is retarded

Pn. Mag behind us!




Sarah, Lixian and I
Lixian's the finger HAHAHA




Owhkay lah now got face hahahah






Snippets of Blitzerz performance

Now watching back, I think they deserved at least something. They were much better than so many of the other teams who did get something, in my opinion.






I was bored haha




Snippet of Shirtliff's performance






Eih you supporters this year are lousy owhkay.
No spirit at all! Our crowd was so gloomy and not everyone cheered tsk tsk haven't any of you seen what the supporters did last year and the years before?
So disappointing.




Dynamitez full routine (except for the first 3 seconds or so, my camera temperamental lah)




Dyna-Man!








Snippets of Charm's performance
As usual, their performance was highly entertaining with really cool stunts.
But this time they didn't have any double tiered stunts I was looking forward to seeing that :(




Picture taken by Brian

fat and thin ha ha ha ha




So yes. This has been my take on Cheer 2oo8.
I miss secondary school so terribly haha.



x



Sigh, got work later. I'm damn lazy laaa :(
But damn broke also. =.=

Update on The Budget! (haha trying to make it sound like on TV when they announce our country's budget annually)

I have spent RM449.50 since the 23rd of June.
Which means I've spent about RM450 in the course of about 3 weeks plus!
That's RM150 over my budget how the hell does this happen?

I'm currently on my last bit of emergency cash that my dad gave me because I've just started driving alone now.

That's around a little more than RM30 to last me until this coming Wednesday.
Ahhhh this attempt has seriously failed man.
And as usual, I've to starve till Wednesday comes.
And then I'll have to continue starving cos I've to replenish the emergency money I spent until my boss gives me my first pay.

Sigh.



x


Was thinking of getting a tattoo hehe.
After my naval piercing I thought that I was done with the whole I-wanna-pierce-and-tattoo-every-part-of-my-body phase.

But apparently not. Haha.







Damn nice right lol. But no I'm not gonna get one like that lah; firstly it's damn expensive and secondly taking care of it is going to be damn bitchy.


Mmm see lah.


Hungry.

If it's wrong to love you, then my heart just won't let me be right

It's so good to be sitting in my bra and panties feeling the cool after rain air reach every part of my body with my old school shit blaring on my canggih (but not THAT canggih) speakers aaahhhh the simple things.

I just watched Journey To The Center of The Earth with the person whom I always watch movies with nowadays and it was DAMN COOL.
At first quite sore lah cos RM17 man (fuck damn exp right) but just as the movie started I not sore edi hehehe it's damnnnn coooool lah everyone should go watch man.
There was this one part where the fish jumped out at the screen and I gasped a little haha and like when Trevor blew the dandelions they were so pretty and it looked like they were gonna come floating out the screen like you can actually touch them aaahhhhhh damn cool I cannot tahan.

Yes I'm quite easily amused/entertained haha.


I felt like doing a tag.

Tagged by Ying:

8 Things I'm passionate about :
- Food, clothes, shoes, BRITNEY SPEARS (I love you baby girl), errr.... can't think of anything else. Wah. Just noticed that I'm quite superficial ha ha.

8 Things I say or do often :
- Eat, read, watch movies, eat, "fuzz" or "what the fuzz" (got those from Dina), "motherfuckers", "I wanna eat", "aahhhh hate having no money" and the likes.

8 Things I've recently read :
- Time Traveller's Wife - Audrey Niffeneger
- The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
- Skye O'Malley - Bertrice Small
- Star newspaper
- May's blog
- smses
- errr.... nothing else?

8 Songs I could listen to over and over again:
- Love Affair - Copeland, Lost - Michael Buble, Sunny Came Home - Shawn Colwin, Built To Last - Melee, I've Got A Soul But I'm Not A Soldier - The Killers, Need To Feel (Wippenberg Mix) - Super8 and Tab, Open Our Eyes - Enigma and My All - Mariah Carey

8 things I've learnt this year and last :
- Never expect anything.
- Nothing lasts forever. I need to let go.
- I won't spend time on people who won't do the same for me.
- Your real friends are those who are there for you, good or bad. And who won't run when something bad happens. Who stand up for you when you need it. I've only three of those friends.
- If you want something. Go get it. Don't let ANYONE hold you back, not even your parents.
- Don't be afraid of being alone. We were born alone, will die alone. So it will happen ultimately anyway.
- Mediocrity is something you choose.
- I look shitty in purple eyeliner.

People I tag : May and Aiman. HAHA. Owh owh Samantha too.

Yes will blog about cheer soon lah. Lazy now haha.
I'll leave you all with this:






HAHAHAHAHHA



Dynamitez, I am proud of you.


BOOM.

Here is the church and here is the steeple, we sure are cute for two ugly people

Owhkay. So I'm bloody fucking bored.
Baby isn't layan-ing me, Aiman disappeared halfway (where the fuuuzzzz are you la I'm damn attentionxseeker right now) and I've even finished my math homework.

So I still have two econs essay questions to answer but I've to read up on my entire demand supply crap to be able to answer it and right now I just can't be half arsed.

I've got so much shit going through my head right now and I can't exactly say much of it here (well I guess I'm just not ready to reveal THAT much to the world ha ha one day, I know one day I definitely will) and I NEED someone to rant to but all the people I can actually do that to is God knows freaking where and so instead I've been blog hopping and spamming a few people's cbox-es k I am THAT bored I just finished watching Juno I think it's a damned good movie makes me wonder whether my parents would actually back me up if I did something like that (ha ha yes I know what some of you are thinking) I hate driving with my dad he makes me so nervous and he keeps scolding me whenever I do something wrong owhkay fine I know my driving is horrible and I could get into stupid accidents but I just can't help suddenly cutting into the left lane when I'm on the right lane because I think because of the... I'm still so so SO freaking sorry about that and yes you know I owe you so damned much I don't even know where to begin sigh I'm such a fumble and college SUCKS.


And I'm so damned bloody shave my legs eat random shit stare out my window then stare at the ceiling listen to weird music motherfuckingly BORED out of my motherfucking MIND!




I think I'll just go to sleep.


I think this is an only child syndrome.

This catasthrope, dance with me

I'm liking my second sem timetable. Mondays are happy days, I can go home at 12.
I just hope I've no LAN classes on this day. Omg please say I don't.
Tuesdays are also happy days, I've a four hour break and that means trips to Midvalley for movies.
Wednesday is the climax of the week, classes from 8 to 4pm, back to back. And if my LAN falls on that day as well, then it'd be classes from 8 to 6pm, back to back.
I finish at 2pm on Thursdays, and Slimy finishes early tooooo so can berlepak-lepak.
And then, no classes on Fridays! So I'll work evening shifts on Fridays.

Life is good.


I think he read my previous post, thus confirming his suspicions.
Hmm. Owh well.



Sleepy time.

I like

I like my sandwiches with tomatoes

I like books that touch me and make me cry

I like sitting at my desk facing the window where I can see the blue sky

I like swimming in the sun

I like lying on my bed and staring at the ceiling with the sun light on my skin

I like roses and dandelions; roses because they are so sexy and dandelions because they are so fluffy

I like feeling cool under the warm sun

I like many things


but;


I love the the way you smell

I love the way your eyes light up when I give you something

I love the little times we get to spend together

I love looking out my window and knowing that you are there.

How you gonna fix it?

A very uneventful last few days. Heck, a very uneventful last few weeks.
My mock results are... bad. Haha.

I am broke already. My first attempt at budgeting has failed.
My next semester will be starting tomorrow, all the Jan intake people will be back (but not Dina... =/) and the July intake will be joining us as well.
And I'll be starting LAN classes. Fun.

I just got a job in Ikano.
Since my first budgeting attempt has failed, I got myself a job so that it would be easier to budget with a little more cash on my hands.
I just hope I'll actually last even a month. I hate mall jobs. When I was working in Urban and Co about 2 years ago, I told myself that I'd never get a mall job ever again.
Sigh, and look what I've done now. =.=
Well at least it's only during the weekends, and even if I do the evening shift I'll be done by 10 which means I can go parttaaaay after that still.

K. I'm done consoling myself. Ha ha.



Went to Cynna last Friday with my cousin and her boyfriend, and then met up with a few of her friends there.

Cynna was playing a lot of my favourite tunes that night mmmhmmm.





Taken while in my aunt's place getting ready




Genevieve's puppy, Smurf. So damned cute.




Happy happy Genevieve hahaha








With her boyfriend




This guy's got the mooovveess maan




Pics from her cam:











Haha retarded picture of us




K so that's the only happening thing that's happened the last few weeks. Ha ha.
Besides the little drama in college lah.


And and and I'm really lonely during my work breaks so if you're in Curve/Ikano/Tesco do come visit me for awhile k :(:( call me and I'll let you know where I'm working!