But darlin' most of all, I love how you love me.

I seem to to be addicted to listening to oldies these days, thanks to my daddy.
He keeps asking me to download songs for him, and that got me listening to them.
I forgot how much I loved those songs...
Oldies' are so romantic, and very short and sweet.
And the voices of the singers are so unique, the tunes so... original.
The only voice I've heard that has that effect on me other than Bobby Vinton is JaeJoong. HAHA.

I didn't manage to finish Terry's book and thus did not receive his RM50.
Sigh... If only I had more perseverance ha ha.
Owhh welll.

I think the stress is beginning to show on my face.
My skin is dry, there are bumps all over, and the dark rings under my eyes are more prominent than ever...
And time... is running out.



***


I'm glad I sent that email.
Perhaps I should've done it earlier... ah well.
I was surprised at your reply, honestly.
I didn't expect you to... I've lost my words haha.
But I think you get what I mean.

I'm glad we're talking again now (well sort of la hahaha)
and I'm glad I still have you.. even after such a long period of estrangement.






Stark.

Tonight you're mine... completely.

Just finished watching the first ep of Grey's Anatomy season 4.
And I swear, if Derek falls for Lexie Grey I am SO not watching anymore.

Terry promised to give us RM50 if we can complete a whole book of form 4 past year questions by Sunday.
I've still 1/4 of it to go.
What do you think are the odds of me actually completing the entire thing by 12 noon on Sunday?
My differentiation chapter is 3/4 empty. Haha.

I wanna go for McD's buffet tomorrow.
Was originally supposed to go with Dina and MayMay and Xin but now it appears we're not anymore, then I smsed Curly to see if he wants to go (it's buka puasa time) and he didn't reply.
So.... anyone wanna go with me? Anyone? Anyone at all? *cricket sounds*
:(

I wonder if I'll be able to let go (yes it's the whole 'letting go' crap again, no I'm not over it yet) when the time comes.
These are futile attempts, I know, but perhaps... just perhaps, they might work?
Haha I know I'll read these posts once again and not even understand myself.

I've just realized that Grey's Anatomy is too damn drama for me.
May it's cos I can relate to some of the issues portrayed in that series...

I need to be rich or marry a rich guy when I come of age.
I just can't stop spending...



I think I really AM blowing everything out of proportion.

Paranoia

I've been feeling quite... emo and jittery these past two days.
And the thing is, I don't even know why!
It's like I'm anxious about something, but I don't even know what I'm anxious about.

I can't seem to shirk this feeling of... dread.
Like I am mourning ahead for something bad that's gonna happen.
Is this an omen?


***


Despite my sudden, weird paranoia I went out to have dimsum for breakfast anyway.
But ever since I came back... the feeling has increased, somewhat.
I feel so, so anxious. =/

OVER WHAT?? =.=









Yau Sueenn




Our driver




My retarded bestfriend and I



Ugh God, I hate frayed nerves.
And the best part is that I'm fretting about practically nothing.



I hope I'm not blowing everything out of proportion again.

A little bit is not that much to ask to make things right

I skipped school today to study.
And ended up watching Lemony Snicket Series of Unfortunate Events.
The baby Sunny Baudelaire the the most adorable little girl I have ever seen!







I absolutely love movies like that, don't know why it didn't occur to me to catch it on the big screen when it first came out.

Yeah so other than watching a movie, I also ended up finishing my novel and playing with facebook. =.=

I have so little willpower; if not none.
Sigh.

I've been doing the same question in my Econs past year questions book for the past three days!
What the hell have I been doing?
I really, really, reaalllyyyy have to stop slacking off.
And buying clothes...

Gosh that's another problem.
I'm already in debt and instead of saving up to repay my debts I am buying more clothes!
I just can't stop buying omg!

I think I need to remove my modem and hide it somewhere.
The internet is killing me.
It's giving me access to facebook, selltrade, msn... owh dear.
I NEED to do something before I ruin myself!


Now if only I had the guts to unplug my modem and give it to my dad...


***


Today is Tan MayMay, one of the Fat Sister's birthday.
She turns 17 today!
Lol she's just turned 17 and I am turning 18 in abt 3 months haha.
I am old.

Well my dear Fat Sister, I'm sorry I couldn't make it to your hse this morning,
but I hope you enjoyed this other surprise. :)

AND MAY THE FAT SISTERS LIVE ON!
We survived PMR... we are gonna survive SPM.
If anything, we have our back up Fat Sister, Dina, to continue on our legacy.





Fat Sister looovveeee <3



***



Owh and DBSK FANS!
If you have not yet signed the petition to postpone the concert dates till after SPM, then please, please do so right now. It will not take even 5 minutes of your time.


Sign the petition

Desperate situations call for desperate measures.

WE NEED TO POSTPONE DBSK'S CONCERT DATE.

ALL MALAYSIAN DBSK FANS, OR DBSK FANS WHO PLAN ON COMING TO KUALA LUMPUR TO SEE DBSK:
KEEP EMAILING AND CALLING THE ORGANISERS TO URGE THEM TO CHANGE THE CONCERT DATES!

They're contact details are as follows:


Tel: +603 9173 9066 (4 lines)

Fax: +603 9172 3240


EMAIL:


cmg@cmg.net.my


And to all who have not yet signed the petition, please, please do so right away!
We need at least 3000 signatures.

CLICK HERE TO GET TO THE PETITION PAGE



ALL MALAYSIAN DBSK FANS AND DBSK FANS FROM OTHER COUNTRIES WHO PLAN ON COMING TO KL TO SEE DBSK, MAKE SURE YOU'VE SIGNED THIS!

Why won't anyone let me sleep????

Edit.
at 10.47pm


OMFG DBSK'S CONCERT IS DURING SPM.
PEOPLE, WHETHER YOU'RE TAKING SPM OR NOT, PLEASE SIGN THIS PETITION THAT CHIAW YEE STARTED TO CHANGE THE DATE!

PLEASEEEEEEEEEE!!

DBSK FANS, SIGN IT!


CLICK

Help people like me out, pleassseeee. I really wanna go see DBSK.
I'm not getting to see Jay Chou as it is, because of NS.
At least let me have DBSK. :'(



***



I've been trying to sleep for the past hour but dad keeps calling me to come downstairs to do one thing after the other and my sms ringtone has been ringing almost non stop and after I silent my phone, MY HOUSE PHONE STARTS RINGING ALKDJALKJA;KD;ALKFS;LGK;SL
LET BE BLOODY SLEEP LA FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!

Then for half and hour... everything stopped ringing.
Just as I was abt to fall asleep,
my mommy calls and tells me to go downstairs to give her friend something.


I give up la.



***



I've updated my selltrade page!
Go check it out, yeah. :)

CLICK!



***



Went to 1U this afternoon for MayMay's birthday lunch at Ms. Read Cafe.
It was a surprise thing, as usual ha ha.
AND also as usual, she wasn't that surprised. Ha ha.
Sorry la, didn't get to sleep so a bit cranky now. =.=

My life sucks la seriously haha.
I called Ash and Sarah for transport the night before, and none could fetch me.
Then after I woke up at 9am to get to Dina's hse so I could follow her to 1U,
they both smsed and called respectively telling me they can fetch me and I was already at Dina's place.
I tell you, my luck is damn bad.
Unlike Siang hahahah that boy damn lucky.
Haha k I'm blabbering haha look at pictures la you.





FAT SISTER LOOOVVVEEE
I gave May Ee a packet of Super Rings for her birthday.
Because I got like, 10 of them free.

Hahahahahahah I'm very broke and in debt laaa.
But it's the thought that counts, right? ;)




Ying and I






All of us waiting for Siang to bring May Ee




KheiKhei and Briiinnaaaa




Candid



And then she arrived... I was occupied with something and didn't exactly noticed she did until I heard everyone going 'surprise!' and looked up and saw her sitting 2 seats away HAHA.

She wasn't really surprised haha.
Siang had planned the whole thing for her and we all know Siang can't really keep stuff to himself hahahaha so he was sort of letting out a bit here and there about the party the entire time they were together in 1U before that ahaha Siang so cute la.





:( "Not surprised onneee..."




*act surprised*




President of the Act Cute Club, Sarah; MayMay and Ying




Ying, Khei Khei and I






Erwin and Sarah




Fai!






JonnyJonJon, Di and Yu Szen




Xin, Dina, MayMay




Jon and I



Dillion wearing one side of Ying's hoop earrings haha




HAHAHAHAHAHA




Yong Meng and Steph




Wong so cute :)






Yu Szen the poserrr




Hong and I




The Rock! :D:D:D




Siang and May :)








Grace and Wei Jing








Lemon Meringue Pie!




Smiley smiley Sarah






Boys with their food



And then they brought the birthday cake out along with her surprise present.
Birthday cake was a Baskin Robbins cake. I don't know what flavour that was but I liked it. Haha.

Her surprise present was the pair of red stiletto Guess heels she wanted so badly.
It was served to her on a plate.
Hahaha no, not because that's cooler, but because Dina and Xin want the box and the Guess paper bag hahahahhaha.







When she saw the cake she was like, "owh yay cake..."
But when she saw the shoes:




"AAAAHHHH OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG AAAHHHHH" *squealsquealsqueal*
*Don't care about the cake*
Hahahahahaha






"Happy Birthday Psycho" -love the psychoes




She stood up to give a speech...



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2 minutes later:



Still giving speech


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Mmmm smoked salmon..




Dry ice in water!


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OMG SHE'S STILL TALKING!
HAHAHAHAHAHA




Still talking LOL




I'm borrowing it kay :D:D




Dina made this little booklet of who pitched in for the shoes so that May would know who paid how much and everything.
There were 4 sections: Main Contributor, Side contributor, Small Contributors, and Cheapskates. HAHA.

I was under small contributor la, cos I am damn broke and in debt.


We hope you like your shoes and love us, May. :)






Looveee Potion




DinaDinaDina




Dirasuk




Yienny dropped by :)




Dina and I




Group picture :)

Click to enlarge.




Mmmm hungry.
7 more weeks, people.