And you'll realise that you love me

Omg I have totally no mood to go to college. Coremath replacement class at 2pm today. ==
I was so looking forward to coming home at 12.

mmmm dowaaannnaaa go to collleeeegggeeeeee :(:(:(




...I think he knows.

If your heart is nowhere in it then I don't want it for a minute

Weekends can never be that long. This "long" weekend has just ended and I feel as if I only had the usual 2 days.

I hope my accounts lecturer forgets about the stupid test this morning. Cos I damn lazy. Haha.


Aiiissshhh college agaaiiiiiinnn...

aaaahhhhhhhh

:(:(:(:( I don't wanna go college todaaaaaay dowan dowan dowan dowan dowan DOWAAAAAANNNN!!! :(:(:(:(:(:(

Oh, the guilt!

Mmmm I am feeling damn guilty right now.
I ditched all my homework and now I can't stop thinking of all my undone work... I mean it's not like my lecturer cares (Noel Chia keeps going: "It's your own life. You don't have to do it if you don't want to. But when exam comes... don't start wishing you did your homework when you didn't owhkaay hahahaha..." Sigh niama. =.=) anyway.

I'll just do it tonight! Along with all the other crappy homework that's gonna come today... gahh fuuuck. I should've done my homework instead of bumming around the entire afternoon yesterday. :(

I miss those days in secondary school when I could just ditch my homework without the least bit of guilt.
Whatever happened to those dayyss??
Why do I feel as if I'm gonna fail math for A-levels just cos I didn't do one set of exercises?! (Owhkay fine I'm exaggerating just a tad)

Oh, the bloody guilt is killing me. =.=



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Dear Andrew,


I never knew you, but I will pray for you.
Good luck moving on.

You will be missed by many, and never forgotten.

Accept mediocrity?

Today is finally the last day of the week.
Will be going to do some shopping with my favorite person in the world, Baby, after my last class today which is at 12.
Then have dinner with old friends, and go do some partying with my two bitches Dina and MayMay.

I'm so glad the first week is over.

Syntax Error

I kept getting that yesterday.
So bloody stressful la omfg. Paper I is today.
I feel like the dead.
Well I've no one but myself to blame for that, I stayed up mostly for Jay Chou...

His compositions are too divine for words.
I swear... he's a GOD.

I couldn't wait and downloaded the Secret OST album first.
It'll only be released here next week or something, according to Caryn.
Omfg I'm so gonna get itttttttt I don't know where I'm going to find RM160 but I WILL GET IT!

My eyes can't open. I'm looking at the screen by peeking through my slitted lids.
Omg la addmathssss adddmathhhsssss ssiiiggghhh.....
I just.... cannot.

Yeah my internet got fixed.
I don't know if it's a good or a bad thing really ha ha ha ha...


Fuck la should have slept earlier yesterday =.=

I'll never let you find me.

Edit.
at 7.44pm



Haha GG la.









Heeee M16.
But I hate bugs la, my skin very sensitive. Haha I sound so bimbo.
I'm not scared of them (just cockroaches la), but I hate it when they bite me. :(
The last time I went for a camp like this, LLC '06, I got bitten by a bunch of bugs and the bites secreted some watery fluid and stuff haha ew.
I hope I get to go to Sabah or something.
FUN LA, spend my birthday waking up fucking early just to go for NS.

And I wanna work! I need money to buy an external hard drive (80gb is just not enough la weiy) and shopping la of course.
But I heard they give you an allowance right?
But a very meager one I expect.

Although I'm quite looking forward to it and all... It doesn't feel like something I should be congratulated on.
So as Shuwen once said and I quote, "TAHNIAH??? FUCK YOU LAA"



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Edit.
at 2.41pm



One paper down, 294034958034 to go.

I feel like McD's and there's nothing to eat in the house anyway, so I called.

My total bill, RM19+ =.=
RM3 for delivery! Petrol expensive is it?
So much one. :( I am so broke. Must claim from mummy haha.

Hmmm... Guess I'll eat Cheesey dips on Tuesday.
Or maybe I won't cos I died.
Never under estimate the wrath of Accounts and Sejarah when you don't study.

Will be blogging a lot these next two weeks.
Stress reliever.



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I feel like the dead.

HATE not being able to sleep at night and then waking up feeling like and looking like a frickin zombie.


If I didn't have an exam today I'd just bail school...








DAMNed good song.