One true love

I've been inlove with you since I was 9.
You have been a part of my soul since the first time I saw you dance.

And no one will ever take your place.










Britney.

This is one love I know is forever.

Aiman and I

We went and got a tumblr.

He says he'll update consistently. Well I sure hope so :p

Hatchoo!

I'm gona love you anyway

I am updating for the sake of updating.

Can't wait for classes to start. I am SO fucking bored. My social life is close to zero, not that I'm complaining actually... I am starting to turn into my father - I can't stand most people around me, and my ego is bigger than the sky... sometimes I think I deserve to be alone. Haha.

Not to mention free time = $$$$.

When the sun comes up (if you've lived in London, you'd have noticed that the sun doesn't come up often) I decide to go to the town center for a walk, soak in some sunshine. Then I happen on TopShop, H&M, River Island, Warehouse, Jane Norman... you get the idea.

And John Lewis. Ah... I go in there just for the home section. Pots, pans, plates, cutlery.... I want to buy them all. But I'll start with a large casserole pot haha. Need something proper to make my lamb stew.

I was just counting the months I've been here and it has only been 4 months. I just finished my first semester of university. Everything seems to have passed by in a flash. This has officially been the longest since I have not slept in my bed in Mutiara Damansara. But when I think of Aiman... the past 4 months suddenly feel like an eternity has passed. I haven't smelled him, held his hand, hugged him, kissed him, played with his curly hair or buttoned his shirt for him in 4 months. 4 very long months.

Oleksandra (my Ukrainian/Czech friend) and I went museum hopping just two days ago, and it so great. I LOVE classical art. Tate Britain and the National History Museum was THE best. I definitely have to go back to Tate Britain again...

And I got more hours at work this week so YAY FOR ME! It's about time that moolah started coming in (from my mommy doesn't count) aahhhh....

Right here's a picture of me in front of Tate Britain:







Feeling so bloody restless...

So let me tell you again and again and again

Right so my 20th birthday came and went. I am not no longer a teenager, and for those of you who have me on msn will know that I have changed my nickname.

No more b l i n d e d b y t h e l i g h t * f o x y | HAHAHAH

But my msn email is still sweet n sexy GAHAHHAHA so um yeah will change that in due time. I still feel like a child. Perhaps next year... when I really enter adulthood.

I spent the last week with Jade.... the days passed by so quickly. Time in general has been passing quickly. I know I've been saying that over and over in each post... but it has!

Assignment update: I have managed to complete 2 and a half essays and an online assessment and a short 10 question workbook. Heh. Not much I know... only 5 and a half more essays to go! Everything is due on Wednesday and Thursday, so I need to give it my best til then.

I WILL FINISH ALL THOSE ESSAYS AND HAND THEM UP ON TIME! I SWEAR ON MY... new camera. Yes. I swear on my new camera that they will be done and handed up by the stipulated time.

And Grace came back three days ago I now have my boil porridge person (po tim wa chuk) back WEEEEE~

Owhkay I don't even know why I feel so light I still have 5 and a half fucking more essays to write in the short span of 4 days and here I am typing away a post for my blog when I should be typing away for my essays heh okok so er BYE!

I am too goddamned lazy to post up pictures so just go to my facebook if you reaaallyyy wana see my pictures haha haha ha ha ha I make myself sound like Im so famous HAHA!


P.s.: I miss my Babykins.

Fuck fuck fuck fuck

New Year's Eve is so overrated. It is just a landmark in time to show just how long time has gone by; nothing happy about it. So I don't understand why people go "Happy 2010!" or "Have a good 2010" and acting like it's a huge deal when it really isn't. Most of the time, nothing actually changes.

And why "Happy 2010"? How sure are you that 2010 is going to be happy? As well as "Have a good 2010" how sure are you that 2010 will actually be good?

Oh new year's resolutions... _|_ I don't see why people even bother making new year's resolutions when 90% of it doesn't happen anyway. Just a way to assuage a person's guilt for not doing things they were supposed to; with a promise that they will do it in the coming year, when as I've said, probably doesn't happen after that.

Alright fine, some argue that they get all psyched about new years because it's a time to change oneself, to start anew, to adopt better habits and etc well if we go along those lines why don't we celebrate every fuggin day, then? Well as they say, every day is a new day. So why do we choose this one day, the 31st of December to lie to ourselves and make pretense on supposedly future efforts to be better people? Why the hell do we even bother?


I don't know when I became such a cynic.


I have got 8 essays to write, one Library workbook thing, a Micro test and I have not started on even one. I have 14days to finish them, but in actuality I only have 6 days because Jade's coming and we'll be hanging out a lot and yeah I could do it even but honestly, I just can't be arsed. Like right now, I could be using the time to write my essays but here I am, writing crap that's on my mind. As per usual.

I am only beginning to feel the I-may-not-get-them-done-on-time pressure, but it's not big enough to actually make me get down to anything right now. Which sucks... because I do want to, I just... don't want to. I am making sense.


Right, so goodbye, 2009. Goodbye, teenage years and all the rights to irresponsibility. Goodbye, carefree days. Goodbye, childhood.



Hello, Big Bad World. I am ready.