Until your guilt goes up in flames
Ok these are one of the things in life I hate the most; fixing mistakes.
Making mistakes are so easy, you don't even notice when you make them. But then you realise that there are some mistakes which you need to make right, and making things right can be so difficult.
How do you do it? Why is it so hard, even if you are the one who wants it? You know it needs to be done, but yet here you are, writing about it cos you feel this queasiness just thinking about what you have to say (and do) later on it's like you're about to sit for an exam that you know you're not going to do well in.
But though I know I won't do well in this exam... I know I am not going to fail.
Ok. Deep breaths now.
Making mistakes are so easy, you don't even notice when you make them. But then you realise that there are some mistakes which you need to make right, and making things right can be so difficult.
How do you do it? Why is it so hard, even if you are the one who wants it? You know it needs to be done, but yet here you are, writing about it cos you feel this queasiness just thinking about what you have to say (and do) later on it's like you're about to sit for an exam that you know you're not going to do well in.
But though I know I won't do well in this exam... I know I am not going to fail.
Ok. Deep breaths now.
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