Dark Blue Dark Bluuee..

Its been such a long day.
I'd forgotten to bring my house keys again,
and everything just went haywire from there.
I had to lie to save my dad and I the stress.

Sigh. I feel bad about doing it now... my daddy was so sweet.
He's normally quite a self centered person hahaha.
Not exactly self centered lah, but he doesn't exactly think ahead often.
When I arrived home, it was raining quite heavily.
I was thinking of calling him to ask him to open the gate for me,
but decided against it since I cudn't risk him seeing that I come home with a taxi..
So I just got out of the taxi and ran towards my house which was about 20 footsteps away from where the taxi was.
As I got closer, I saw that the gate had already been open.
And guilt engulfed me.
:(:(

I'm so very, very tired; both physically and emotionally.
I feel so drained of energy..
And I can't stop sneezing. =/
My throat isn't feeling that bad anymore, but I have a feeling this is gonna get way worst.

Owh yeah, some may be wondering about what happened to Part II of Cheryl's Sweet Sixteen.
Well, I haven't posted cos I haven't had the time and mood..
Not seeing any comments in Part I was pretty discouraging, if you get what I mean.
I had taken up 3 hours+ to upload all those for y'all who wants the pictures..
.. and yeaah. *HINT* haha.
Or, maybe no one reads me blog.
Yeaaahh.. that must be it.
Or, yeah. Maybe there was something wrong and for those of you who actually bothered to comment cudn't get your comments posted cos of some technical error.
Machi tried and she got something which said, "Your request could not be blablabla"

Well, perhaps tomorrow, or something.
I've got tuition later tonight, and I'll come back feeling ever more drained,
so I don't think I'll be doing it tonight.
If you realllyyy can't wait any longer, msg me on msn and I'll see if I wanna send 'em to you haha.

Went to a Lawrence Walter Ng motivation seminar today.
And somehow.. I don't think it worked.
I don't feel motivated.
But I'm still gonna keep trying, I mean, its only been a few hours.
Owhkayyy.. keep repeating,

I LOVE EXAMS
I AM AN A STAR STUDENT
I LOVE EXAMS
I AM AN A STAR STUDENT
I LOVE EXAMS
I AM AN A STAR STUDENT
I LOVE EXAMS
I AM AN A STAR STUDENT
I LOVE EXAMS
I AM AN A STAR STUDENT
I LOVE EXAMS
I AM AN A STAR STUDENT
I LOVE EXAMS
I AM AN A STAR STUDENT
I LOVE EXAMS
I AM AN A STAR STUDENT
I LOVE EXAMS
I AM AN A STAR STUDENT
I LOVE EXAMS
I AM AN A STAR STUDENT
I LOVE EXAMS
I AM AN A STAR STUDENT
I LOVE EXAMS
I AM AN A STAR STUDENT
I LOVE EXAMS
I AM AN A STAR STUDENT


I sure hope this works.
Spent most of the day with Machi.
We took some nice pictures.
Won't be posting any up. Go to Machi's web if you wanna see 'em so badly.
Owhkaylah just one:



Gosh I wanna crawl into my bed and hide from the world.
Pull the covers over me and shut the world out.

Beneath this facade..

I hate my nose.