Friday, February 24, 2012

So here's to silence, that cuts me to the core

I think I need to get back to blogging.

I'm becoming this recluse that just needs to get out more.

No, I'm not studying very hard. No, I'm not hardcore applying for jobs.

And no, I'm not partying. At all.

So what HAVE I been doing?


Monday, October 31, 2011

Shit just keeps piling but I suppose that's how my life rolls

Well, to be fair, this one, I brought it upon myself.

I dug a hole, and now I must go lie in it.

Or in Nancy Botwin's words "You made a bed, now go fuck in it"


Tuesday, August 09, 2011

This is my time to shine.

I have never done anything fantastic in my life. Never won a competition, never really did well in school, am not extraordinarily good looking, was always on the heavy side.... was always mediocre.

I never tried hard enough or allowed myself to dream; always thinking that I must accept my mediocrity... because I was so afraid of failing. So afraid of feeling disheartened. But I now understand that not doing anything in itself, is failure. Perhaps one even bigger than actually trying and failing.

My 21st year. The hardest so far. My year to finally prove my worth.

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