Just like oil on my hands..

Time is flying pretty quickly.
One more month before the hols end, and its back to reality.
Heck, I had to force myself to come back to reality a month earlier.
I haven't touched my books in about 2 months, ever since my F4 finals.

And fab, just fab. My mum just cut my fringe really short.
I look like a fat, and now ugly school girl.

I decided to open my addmaths file just now,
seeing as Terry's hardcore AddMaths tuition is starting tomorrow.
I looked at the sums.. and I felt the familiar sense of panic rising in my chest.

I couldn't seem to remember how to do anything.

Nope, nothing. Not a single sum. Nada.

I am done for. Not only do I look even uglier with my gay fringe,
now I don't remember how to do AddMaths.

Fab, just fab.

Why do I never learn? The last time I let her cut my fringe she did the same thing.
Gah.

In exactly a month I'll have to go back to school,
and shit starts from there.
This year, I discovered that I am good at NOTHING besides bumming around and eating.
Owh yeah, not forgetting my tongue which keeps slipping out things which should not be said,
or are better left unsaid.

I should have went to Jade's house today or something,
that way I wouldn't have allowed my mum to trim my fringe and I wouldn't discover (so quickly) that I'd forgotten completely how to do addmaths.

SIGH.

And I have just ran out of things to say.
I should quit wasting my time.. I have wasted about 2 months already.
Its time I got my life back on track.
Haha yeah.. easier said than done. But I'm definitely gonna do what it takes.
I've such high goals.. and somehow, I know I am just going to dissapoint myself.
But I've already plunged in the water.
I've no other choice but to keep swimming.



And this year.. I've not yet let go of you.