I don't want to let go

But I have to. If I am to keep what I still have, I have to.

I think what frustrates me most is that I can't do anything about it. Besides let go.

And feel angry and disappointed and mostly.... helpless.

So bloody helpless.

But this time I refuse to cry anymore. I refuse.

I am selfish, so what? I don't care anymore.

He doesn't know what he's missing out on, it's his lost entirely.

His lost, completely.



This will be my last post regarding this issue.
I am above this. And by hook or by motherfucking crook, I will move on.

He will not get a second chance.



My nose is red.