There now, steady love...

I need to sleep. But I can't. I haven't been sleeping well the past 3 days.
And last night I did not and could not sleep at all.

I want to cry, I need to cry. But the tears won't come.

And I can't sleep.

I've lost my appetite, my solace...


I wonder what more will I lose in the course of the next few days.


My heart seems to be hurting with a constant pain that won't seem to go away; and without sleep, I can't escape it even for a while.
My stomach cannot stop churning (yes, you gave me that word) and I constantly feel nauseous...


I feel my strength slowly ebbing, as I fight to salvage what I still have left-


if nothing at all.