Illusion never changed into something real

Mmm yes so I haven't been blogging often.
I know you read this a lot in many other people's blog which were abandoned/deleted shortly after that.
But rest assured my blog will not be abandoned/deleted when I say; I think I've lost my blogging mojo.

Owhkay fine some of your are probably exclaiming vehemently, "WHAT MOJO? SHE NEVER HAD ONE IN THE FIRST PLACE!"
So I'll rephrase and say that I think I've lost the urge to blog. For now.

There are quite some things I did want to blog about but somehow can't really remember what they are...

So just now I spilled a whole pot of soup.
When I heard the clash of the metal against the thermoplastic of my refrigerator my gaze flickered to the noise and I saw my mum's favourite black pot overturned with it's contents soaking into the floor mat and some of it dripping off the refrigerator door.

Don't ask me how it happened because I don't really know either.

My midnight snack turned into a half hour cleaning session instead.


And then there's this person.
Observing recent actions and lack of attention I finally got the hint.
So why am I still waiting?


I look like a Malay.
May says the tanner me looks better. I still think I look like a Malay.

My tummy got a little smaller from NS.
But now it's back to it's full roundness in all it's glory.
Haha disgusting, I know.


Mum took me to sign up for college a few days ago.
Im growing up so quickly. Or rather... the years are going by so quickly.
I've not "grown up". I know I'm still quite immature.

My father hates the smell of my new perfume.
But I like it.

I'm sleepy right now but I don't really want to sleep.


That person didn't say goodnight.