No one is that strong.
Today I woke up at 6 to get my phone.
First message was received from Slimy at 5 something am, telling me a friend fot hit by a drunkard outside his car.
Then I tried calling Jade, no response.
Tried calling May, no response.
The weight on me felt a little heavier.
Mummy called, we chatted.
She told me my grandmother's kidney isn't functioning almost completely.
She's dying.
And the rock on my chest became a little bigger.
I waited the entire day for a message or a call from you, but nothing.
Finally I caved and I smsed. Your replies were slow.
Well, what did I expect?
Mahmood announces that we have to kawad at 12am tonight as punishment for getting our flagged taken away.
A little heavier.
Thought of my dad, the way I left things.
I cracked. Tears coming down as I struggle to breathe.
No one is that strong.
First message was received from Slimy at 5 something am, telling me a friend fot hit by a drunkard outside his car.
Then I tried calling Jade, no response.
Tried calling May, no response.
The weight on me felt a little heavier.
Mummy called, we chatted.
She told me my grandmother's kidney isn't functioning almost completely.
She's dying.
And the rock on my chest became a little bigger.
I waited the entire day for a message or a call from you, but nothing.
Finally I caved and I smsed. Your replies were slow.
Well, what did I expect?
Mahmood announces that we have to kawad at 12am tonight as punishment for getting our flagged taken away.
A little heavier.
Thought of my dad, the way I left things.
I cracked. Tears coming down as I struggle to breathe.
No one is that strong.
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