Monday, January 01, 2007

Hah!

Talk about feeling extremely annoyed.
Xanga's not working so I'll just do it here.






Wtf I mean first I said I wanted to borrow it and you said owhkay then when I call you up to tell you that Ima go collect it you say that you wanna wear it too I mean like, you already agreed to lend it to me and now you suddenly decide that you wanna wear it hell yeah I know its only about clothes but it doesn't annoy me any less "I haven't thought about what I wanted to wear yet ma, that time" is what you said sounding utterly unrepenting I was so damned annoyed and at the brink of losing my temper but I thought gah forget about it its only a skirt and borrowed the other one instead and then just now I was really bored so I went to see if you posted anything up and yeah you did you posted up pics of your NYE outing and it was nice to read and all until I realized that you DIDN'T wear the frickin' skirt and I totally lost it and decided to call you up to give you a piece of my bloody mind and then I realized that I'd woken you so I thought whatever since I woke you up its just as good as yelling at you so I didn't and you said your mom and dad wouldn't let you wear it out that night and that made me even MORE pissed cos I couldn't blame you because it was your bloody mom's fault now I feel kinda guilty for getting pissed at you cos it wasn't exactly your fault but I guess I should've just lost my temper earlier on and insisted on taking that skirt when you told me you wanted to wear it even after promising to lend it to me then I wouldn't be so annoyed about it now but if I had done that I'd be feeling kinda guilty and I don't like that emotion any more than I like feeling annoyed and angry owh dear this is such a conflict of emotions I guess this is how life plays tricks on you sometimes just to irritate you and if you're a something with feelings doing this to me I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY GAH eat my shit whoever you are grrr.







Mmm. That felt good.
I wouldn't be bloody publicizing this bloody fierce emotion to the bloody world if only bloody xanga was bloody working.

I'm not angry at anyone, don't get me wrong.
Wtf am I talking about I am angry lah, but not entirely at her.
I'm just letting off some steam through ranting about it rather than letting it out on the person herself when she technically didn't do anything wrong.
In the first scenario, sort of la, like when she promised it to me and then decided that she wanted to wear it too. I know its a small matter la, but its still a broken promise.
Damn pissed off lor, at first.
Thankfully my better judgement took over at the time, and I held my tongue.

Well, thats that. NYE is over already anyway.
Pictures will be up as soon as I can access bloody photobucket.

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