Supercalifragalisticexpialidocious!

I look like some ghost from some horror movie.
I was too lazy to remove my makeup last night,
so I went to sleep with it.
WEll, one advice girlies:
NEVER EVER go to sleep with your mascara and eyeliner on.

Went to 1U yesterday evening with Slimy,
then had dinner and movie with the whole debate mob.
But I'll be blogging about that later.

This post is specially for Ethan, my ex-slave.
He's too smart (and cocky hehe) to be my slave anymore.
He sort of freed himself, you could say.

So anyway, I met this dude in form 1, we were in the same class.
I found out his mother was Pn. Koh.
We became pretty close friends I'd say,
and he never really fought back everytime I teased him, or yelled at him,
and never when I hit him.
Only a very few measely times when he seriously couldn't tahan lah haha.
All these have stopped, ever since we entered form 4.
When I say all, I mean we've even actually stopped talking.
Not to say stopped completely, just well.. everything is not like before.
Ah, I now understand the phrase, "things change".
Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining.
I just wonder whether he notices it.




During form 2, he, and a few other of my closest friends helped me through one of my toughest ordeals so far.
He always listened to my sob stories patiently,
and would say soothing words when I start to cry.
And I'd listen to some of his stories, and try to comfort him.
I don't know if he remembers it though.
He always looked like a child, a vulnerable child,
whenever he was telling me these stories.
To me, we had something more than a friendship;
but I don't know what you may call it.
I don't know what I call it.



Well, we're mostly strangers now.
He's.. different.
In a better way. He's more confident, stronger.
And he uses his brain now. (haha =P)
And perhaps I have not improved, haven't changed much.
Or haven't changed at all.



You always give me this kind of look now,
everytime I say something that you think is stupid (or is stupid)
You didn't do that before.
Once again I am not complaining,
I just wonder if you've noticed.
I don't mind it really, cos most of the time I am actually saying something pretty dumb.



I miss all those times when we'd have fun together,
telling jokes only we could laugh to,
and doing silly things during library shifts.
I miss laughing with you,
I miss watching you goof around.
This is starting to sound pretty corny haha.




Well, Ethan,
It doesn't matter whether we're close friends, just friends, strangers or enemies,
I just hope you're happy. :)
I just want you to be happy.
We all want you to be happy.


Happy Hot Sixteen.


As Adeline and Ashton would say. ;)