The forbidden fruit always tastes better.

I can't seem to find any motivation to study.
I don't see a point in revising my books; page after page.

I need an aim.

I need to start caring. Why don't I care?
What is WRONG with me?

I've another addmaths test at Terry's later and I can't seem to care less.
In fact I'm thinking of just going there to do the test without any revision whatsoever.
I did that for the previous one.

What has happened to my initial fervor?
Why do I not feel stressed?
How come I don't care?

I need to gain some perspective.
I need a goal, a meaning.





And once again, I am caving.
Please don't run from me.