Beneath This Façade: Life's a Bitch.

Life's been a bitch lately. It was partly caused by me, for now doing my homework when I had the time and keeping it all til the last minute. I have to keep reminding myself that this is form 4, no more form 3. Sigh. Now I know what my elder friends meant by, "Enjoy your form 3 life while it lasts." =/

I was caught eating during Pn. Kok's Econs class today. I had planned the timing perfectly. Everytime she turned her back to the board I would put a piece of guava into my mouth; but I misestimated the time and she caught me. I think that made her even more agitated (she's constantly agitated), and she made all of the people who didn't bring their books, or didn't complete their notes sign this thing and bring it back to our parents to counter-sign it. Sigh. Sorry 4Merbau. :(

Pn. Chen complained to my class teacher about me (read previous post first). Luckily Pn. Farah was a really nice teacher, she told me about it nicely and asked to hear my side of the story. I told her that we were just sitting down cos we were bored and tired thats all. According to Pn. Farah, Pn. Chen had said,

"Your class pengerusi does not bother to take care of her classmates. She does not help me. I can't work with students like this the entire year."

KNN. Fuck you, Pn. Chen. Help you? There was nothing to fucking help you with! You just told us to go and play. So we did, and we got bored cos you didn't properly plan our activities. And now you're blaming ME? That's just so fucking convenient isn't it? Pn. Farah also told me to apologize to her to "meredakan kemarahannya". Sigh. Pathetic bitch. I am SO NOT APOLOGIZING. And neither are my classmates. Kiss my bare arse you bitch.

Ahh. So much unnecessary stress. And now dissapointment. I was a reserve in DJ's Wira debate team this year, but now I'm not. Miss Mag took Wei Wern and Kalkena instead. I can understand why she chose them and not me; cos their grasp of the language is better, and their definitely more knowledgable than I am. Owh well. :(

But on a lighter note, she told me I could join the HELP College debate. And since I wanna go to HELP next time, I think this is a pretty good opportunity for a scholarship if we win. :) Well, I decided since I can't be in the best team, might as well stick to second best. I AM second best or mediocre in everything anyways. :(

Owhkay, now for something happier. Jade had a party last week! It was and owhkay party, pretty fun at the end. :) Here are pictures form the party.

Picture of the food.

Smiley smiley :)

Siew Haur and Adrian listening to my proposal about something. Hehehehe.

Siang was agreeing.

Innocent Steph didn't like what we were discussing. :)

Cheang Ee practicing his kissing act. Hehe =P

The final picture. This was the first one we took, so it doesn't look like how its suppose to. Should've taken abother though. Watching Cheang Ee make out with himself turns me ON. XD

Siew Haur saw how much fun Cheang Ee was having, and he wanted to try too. Tsk tsk, naughty horny young boys.

This picture turns me on too. The guys sure are having fun.

Well, as usual, Khy Li would be the most obscene one. He decided not to make out wiht himself. Because he KNEW that he would much enjoy something a little more erotic...

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Yes. He gave himself a blowjob. Somehow I think we all knew he was gonna do that someday.

Now for some less erotic and pornographic photos. :)

Dina and I

Adrian and I. We finally have a nice photo together.

Well, after all the kissing, we decided to move the party to the park opposite Jade's place. All of us went, including Aaron and Sheng Joule. I sat with Aaron and Sheng Joule on bench. We were talking and stuff, when suddenly Aaron went quiet.

Aaron
Sheng Joule
Myself

"What you looking at?"
"Eih, look there." *points to the other bench infront of us about 50 feet away*
"Wah.. Fardina! what they doing weihh?"
"Hahhahahha, hugging awayyy."

*we watch the couple for awhile*

"What the hell.. why no kissing wann? Boring laaa."
"No no.. this couple goes slow and steady. You know? Slow and steady."

*we continue to watch a while more*
*WeiKit starts to sort of push Dina sideways a few times*

"WAHHHH! Force edi weeeiiihhh. He cannot tahan edii!"
"Omg what they doing?"

*a little squeal come from Dina*

"Wah! She likes it weiihh!"
"Watching other couples make out is so pathetic."

Look at Fardina's defiant face. She's probably thinking,
"WHAT? Makeout with my boyfriend also cannot ahh?"
WeiKit on the other hand,
"I didn't do anything! I didn't do anything!"

Bahhahaha.